For Lost Loves (Poetry)

Fallacy

I have been you
I was there
Where you were

I blame you
Purely because I am resentful
But I loathe myself
For knowing what you were
Adrift and beaten

Temporary fixes calm the wound
When the permanence you desire
Removes itself from you

You flow with the current
Life waves brought me to you
Ideas came about
That I'm a girl next door
Easy and in reach
You did not hesitate

I asked for a name
You felt suffocated
I ideate a man
Honest and brave
You were far from it

They say all love
Contained even the littlest beauty
But you weren't beautiful
You were just a fallacy