LIFE AS BTS 💜

Ch12: Dear Brother

Everyone had been busy with their schedules, practices, fan meets, festivals, etc. You guys had barely had any fun times these days and also rarely had time to talk.
"Hey Jungkook! Where are you headed??"
"Vocal class! I'm getting late! See you later Q!"
"Ok!!"
These were the types of conversations you had these days..
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It was 11th November 2013, tomorrow was your brother's death anniversary..
You were in a very sad mood today and we're absolutely restless.

"Quinn? Are you okay? You're lagging behind in the dance." Songdeuk-nim asked.
"Yes yes I'm fine, just a little tired.."
"Ok, take proper rest tomorrow.." he received some confused looks.. "You guys know that you finally have an off day tomorrow right??"
"Really??! Yesssss" Taehyung said in excitement
The boys cheered happily.
You guys returned to their dorm in the evening,
"Guys! Let's have movie night!" said Hoseok excitedly
"Yeah sure!!" Jin and Jungkook said happily
"Boys, I'm just gonna head off to sleep, I'm not in the mood today." You said with no expression.
You sure?? Ok I guess, night." Yoongi said looking concerned.
"Night guys.."

Third Person POV:

"Something is going on in her mind. She is not just tired, it's something else." Yoongi said now staring at the male members.
"Ya I sensed it too, she seems different, we have to figure out what's going on.." said Namjoon "But how.."
"What if we just ask her?? I'm sure she'll tell us."Jungkook said straight.
"Ya I think that too. Lets just ask her now, I'm sure she's not asleep yet." Jimin said
"Ok..let's go, but MAKE SURE to be calm. We don't wanna another 'you know what'" Jin said being serious.
"Same goes for you hyung.." Taehyung said
"I know I know. Let's go now."

Quinn POV:
I was laying in bed silently crying when I heard a knock on the door.
"Quinn? Can we come in?" asked a calm voice from the other end, it was Namjoon oppa.
I quickly wiped my tears, "Come in oppa."
He came in and behind him, the rest of the boys also came in. I stood up a little startled at all the boys coming in. "What happened guys? Is something wrong??" I asked out of surprise, my eyes a little swollen.
"Q, we need to talk." Namjoon oppa said in a stern but calm voice.
"Uhh, I don't think this is the right time oppa, maybe tomorrow or day after?" I said not wanting to get into a conversation right now.
"No. We have to talk right now." Jin oppa said from beside Namjoon oppa.
"Umm ok..." I said giving in. "I'm coming down wait." I hopped down my bunk bed and onto Jungkook's bed as the others looked at me with a concerned face. "Guys, is everything ok? Are you okay?? You don't look fine..None of you."
"We are fine Q, just worried...about you." Jimin oppa said and now I was the one staring at them.
"M-me?" I poked my chest. "Why would you worry about me?! I'm absolutely fine!" I choked out in surprise.
"You're not fine Q, We've known you for about 1.5 yrs now..We can see it through your whole body." Yoongi oppa said in a sort of stern voice.

I frowned, I really didn't want to tell them about my brother, it would only make them sad too.
"Guys, please, I really don't wanna tell you, its only gonna make you have pity on me, and I don't want that."
"Q. It's better to share the sadness than have it all on you right? Whatever is going on please tell us. You trust us right??" Taehyung said, coming to sit beside you.
"It's my brother!" I said as I broke into a river of tears and hugged Taehyung.

Third Person POV:
All the boys stared at eachother as Quinn cried into Taehyung's chest. Jimin and Yoongi stared at eachother as the same thought came into their head.

Flashback.
"Calm down Yoongi and Namjoon. You will get used to it as Quinn here has experience with boys. She had an older brother and a cousin who lived with her."
Flashback end.

"Your brother?" Hoseok spoke up to finally break the silence.

Quinn POV:
I wiped my tears and got ready to go through the harsh time of explaining the 'incident'.

Flashback.
12th Nov 2007.
Me and my brother, Park Junghwon were returning from school as we happily started joking around and running on the sidewalk. Our home was on the other side of the road, I ran across the street and didn't see a car coming my way. When I noticed the car I froze in spot and knew I was going to die. Suddenly my brother came in the way and pushed me to save me but couldn't run away in time and the car hit him. "OPPA!!" I led out a blood curdling scream and ran towards the road. He lay there unconscious, blooding dripping out into puddles from his head. My mum and dad came out and saw it, blood in my hands and my brother unconscious. They rushed him over to the hospital and into the emergency ward. I was crying my eyes out and hoping for him to be ok. Around half an hour later, the doctors came out of the ward with expressionless faces. Then they spoke up. "We're sorry.." is all they could say. My mum finally broke down into tears as she went on her knees and I went absolutely pale like my soul left my body.
"You can see him now, he only has a few more minutes to go." One of the doctors said. I rushed into the room to see him covered with plasters everywhere. "Oppa, why...why?? You had to do this?"
"Q." He said holding my hand. "Promise me, you'll not let go your dreams of being an idol. I want you to be the best idol in the world. Promise me. Promise."
"I-I promise.." I said, breaking.
"Mum, dad." My brother said, looking at my parents. "I love you guys, promise me you will support Q, no matter what and love your lives to the fullest."
"Yes Junghwon, we will.." my father choked out.
"I love you oppa..." "Love you Q."
Just then the monitor beeped and the heart rate went to 0.
My life felt like it stopped then and there. "No, oppa-" I started hysterically crying as my mum took me out of the ward.
Flashback end.

"Q-" Jungkook spat out tears streaming down his eyes. He immediately hugged me as I cried.

Third Person POV:
Jin looked at the members not expecting such a tragic back from the happy going Q.
"T-tomorrow is his 6th d-death anniversary..." Quinn said getting out of the hug from Jungkook.
"Q, we're sorry, I know that won't help fix anything but I hope you know we will always be there for you, as your brothers and best friends. And you will be the best idol in the world, that I promise you." Namjoon said in a comforting voice.
"Thank you oppa, the day I met you, you reminded me of my brother, he was born just 3 days before you, 9th Sept 1994."
"Wow, that's an honor, Q." Namjoon said as he smiled.

This whole time, the maknae line and Yoongi were staring at Quinn, they made up their mind to make her always feel happy and loved, and be her real true brothers.

"Oh it was good to take that out, if I hadn't I don't know what I would have done tomorrow, thank you for listening to me boys..."
"Don't worry Q, we will always be there for you." Said Hoseok as he smiled.
"Ok, I'm going to sleep now, I wanna have fun with you guys tomorrow."
"Ok! Night everyone!" Jin said and everyone went to bed, no one wanted to watch a movie anymore.

In bed, Quinn smiled as she thought of the memories about her and her brother and the ones she was gonna make with the boys.

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A/N: Wow, this was an emotional chapter to write.
And I posted another one today!
I don't have anything much to say about this but I hope i didn't make you cry to much..
If I did, Sorry not sorry 😏

Anyways, byee 👋
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