LIFE AS BTS 💜

Let go..

*Important Note*: This chapter will be completely in Third Person POV :)
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"Hey Q! Come on, it's break time let's play!"
"No, I'm not in the mood Jimin oppa." Quinn said walking away from them. This has been going on since a couple of weeks now. Whenever the members wanted to interact with Quinn, she pushed them away or gave short answers.

Everytime they'd try to approach her, or touch her she would flinch or scream at them or just walk away.

The boys have no idea what's going on with her, but they were trying to give her some space.Some space to figure out her problems. Even though they were supposed to go through difficulties together, Q can't share this one with them.

At night,

"Yes, I'm sure. There's nothing I can do.. I don't feel safe here anymore. Mom I'm scared here now. Tomorrow, I'll see you tomorrow."

The next morning,
All her bags were packed, she was ready. Ready to leave this place once and for all.
She walked out with her suitcases to meet the confused faces of the boys.

"Are we all going somewhere? Why are you holding suitcases Quinnie?" Namjoon asked, shifting his gaze between Quinn and the managers who were standing by the front door.
She handed the suitcases to the managers who carreied them to the car.

Trying her best not to breakdown she started,

"Boys, you've always been the ones to hear me out, been my safeplace. You taught me everything about being an adult.
However, do you remember that night? The night when you guys were drinking in the living room? I'd said no cause I didn't feel like it. Do you remember what happened that night?" By now tears were glistening in her and the members eyes..

"What are you saying? What do we need to remember? Q where are you going!!?" Jin said his voice cracking miserably.
Quinn painfully smiled, "Thank you for staying with me, for making me a proper adult, but now I don't feel safe here anymore. I'm disgusted. So, I'm going. Forever. Please don't follow me, don't look for me. Once again, thank you for all you've done. Goodbye boys."

"No! Quinn, please tell us what happened.. You can't just leave us like this! It's not fair. Please tell us-" Jungkook held her hand and brokedown in tears. As much as it pained her, her mind was clouded by the thought that they'd harm her.

She tried to take her hand out from his grip, but he held strong, "Let me go Jungkook. I don't belong here anymore. Let me go." He kept begging her to stay with his teary eyes till Yoongi pulled him away.

She gave the boys one last smile, it'd maybe be the last time she'd ever see them again. They all were confused and crying. She left. Quinn left them. Their source of happiness was gone. Apparently they were the reason, and they had no clue of what they did. One thing was clear, BTS would never be the same again..

They all became miserable. Their will to work was gone. They hid pretty well on camera. Quinn had still not terminated her contract, so the excuse for her absence was that she had caught on yellow fever.

Even with their acting, the ARMY's noticed changes in their attitudes, especially the maknae line. They'd suddenly zone out at anytime, one could sometimes even spot tears in their eyes. They reassured the ARMY's that they were fine, but they knew they weren't. They missed their maknae, their life source.

With Q? Well she'd gone into a whole mental breakdown. The people who built her trust had broken it. The whole car ride to her home she'd been crying. As soon as she got home, her mum didn't leave sight of her. Quinn, went in absolute depression, she barely ate, barely slept. When she did sleep, she had nightmares.