FOREVER YOURS ;; TAEKOOK

11

Taehyung tried to smile today but then he realised there's no point anyways.

It had been exactly twelve days since he last saw Jungkook. He woke up to an empty bed the day after he confessed his feelings for him.

Maybe Taehyung scared him off because he knew Jungkook was not the type of a person who believes in love. He's completely avoiding Taehyung's presence. He hasn't even made an effort to talk to him. They take a step forward in their relationship only to take three steps back. This is getting ridiculous. Taehyung thought the other just needed his space.

Taehyung hadn't left his room which technically was the guestroom. Not even once. One day he heard Seokjin shouting at Jungkook, asking him what had he done this time. And then Taehyung just heard something shattering and a door being slammed shut. He didn't even bother asking Jin about what had happened.

Taehyung felt so numb, staring at the shower wall. He lost track of how long he had just been standing here.

Taehyung never asked Jungkook to say those words back but the other ignoring him like this broke his heart. Was Taehyung not worth it? Was he not good enough for him? Of course Taehyung was not. Jungkook could get any girl or guy he wants, the ones who are prettier, funnier and skinnier than him.

Taehyung didn't blame Jungkook. He wouldn't choose himself either.

It had begun, the feeling that the end had come. The end of them. And it killed Taehyung that he was not even denying it.

Taehyung tried to eat today, but the lump in his throat wouldn't let him. It's been like this for a while now. He had lost all sense of pride now. He thought about confronting Jungkook but what good can it do when the other had already made up his mind.

Taehyung was sure if he heard Jungkook's soft, velvety voice, he'd feel better but then again, he'd probably end up crying.

The water got cold now.

The brunette wished he could stay longer, all day maybe. But there isn't any point. So why bother anymore?

He dried himself and quickly changed into his clothes. A pair of jeans and a loose fitted white shirt that he rather much wore around Jungkook. Taehyung picked up the red jumper that he had borrowed from him once and quickly wore it. He smiled because it just felt like Jungkook, soft, warm and that intoxicating cologne of his.

Taehyung was in bed throughout the week, the weather complying the way he felt with heavy showers of thunderstorms.

Lisa and Y/N had been making efforts to reach him. They tried calling and stopping by hoping the blue eyed male would open up the door to let them in but their efforts failing. Jungkook was, still is his first love. Taehyung was afraid of falling, falling in love with him but he didn't think he'd fall this hard to have his heart shattered all over the place.

Taehyung heard a loud sound go off breaking him from his trance and the screen of his phone flashing. Not bothering to check the caller ID, he accepted the call.

"Hello?" Taehyung's voice sounded stranger since talking out loud was something he hadn't been doing for a while.

"Taehyung. Are you in your room?" A soft voice spoke.

"Y/N, I really don't think now is a good tim—"

"Look out your balcony."

The blue eyed male got up from the bed and slowly walked towards the covered doors. His phone still made contact with his right cheek. Taehyung was stunned, his mouth releasing a gasp as he saw Y/N standing there smiling at him.

"Jesus Christ! Are you trying to kill yourself woman!" Taehyung shrieked as he quickly pulled her in and out of the pouring rain outside.

The dark haired girl was soaking wet, arms covering her chest as she did her best to hold back in her shivers.

"Are you trying to give me a heart attack?" Taehyung exclaimed as he rushed to get her a towel. She thanked him with a smile and began to dry herself.

"Y-you wouldn't open your door or a-answer my calls so I figured I'd have to f-find a way for you to l-let me in." Y/N spoke through terrible shivers.

Now Taehyung felt really bad. He shouldn't have shut them all out. After all they still weren't aware of Jungkook and him.

"I'm sorry." Taehyung embraced her. Her body still cold making me hug her tighter. "Here, let me get you some warm clothes."

"What's been going on with you?" Y/N asked once she had worn the fresh clothes. The brunette turned around shrugging his shoulders.

"Taehyungie... I'm not dumb, I know you're upset. So, please share it with me." Y/N took a seat on the edge of the bed pulling Taehyung to sit next to her. "Tell me, what's wrong."

Taehyung wanted to tell her but he knew he'd start crying. He had to stay calm. The dark eyed girl placed a hand on his shoulder smiling, as he peered up at her.

• • • •

"Oh my god!" Y/N's hand was placed over her agape mouth after what Taehyung had just told her.

The blue eyed looked down at his fingers and fiddled with them. She was sitting across him with a pillow in her lap.

"Tae, I'm so sorry." She moved her hand away from her mouth, eyes still in shock.

"Maybe he just needs his space." Y/N softly spoke.

Taehyung looked up at her, "Space? I already gave him that. I didn't even expect him to say that he loves me back. Then why?"

Y/N moved some hair out of Taehyung's face, "But you don't even know if you guys are broken up yet? Can't you see there still might be a possibly that he'll change his mind? People don't just break up because one of them dropped the L-bomb on them. At least I think so."

Taehyung tried to smile but tears that brimmed his eyes fell down. Y/N was quick to crawl towards him and embrace him. They remained in silence, only the sound of his sobbing could be heard. She tried to make him feel better by rubbing his back but it wasn't the same as Jungkook's touch. Not even close.

But Y/N tried and that was good enough for Taehyung because unlike Jungkook, she was here.

•••••

If you enjoy my stories, then please buy me a coffee to show your support, it inspires me to keep posting here, thank you so much ♡

link : https://www.buymeacoffee.com/yourstrulynelly