Whenever my parents nag, I'll always blast hardcore metal into my ears. likee!: Bring me the horizon, sleeping with sirens, A7X, Slipknot, nirvana, Pierce the veil, Asking Alexandria and much more! OLLI SYKESSS MY HUSBAND BESIDES LUKE HEMMINGS HAHAHA They're my happy pills haha my parents hate me listening to these kind if songs but I really don't give a fuck. since I can't get what I want, they won't get what they want. it's easy. let me do what I want. I'll let u do what u want. Besides cutting, I've been smoking as well... not proud of it thou... my attitude changed towards my parents and siblings. I'm more stubborn and I don't listen to what they say... I'm basically following in my elder sisters footsteps. I always answer back to my mum and dad, I disobey them, I take cigs from my dad not letting him know.... I hate telling my sibling and family members about my problems because I know that all they will do is judge me. so what's the point ammirite? 😒 I just can't stand life sometimes....or can I say all the time. I've been getting into a lot of trouble lately. I've been getting detention a lot. my life sucks. it's not my fault. my parents or let me say my mum always says "I wish you never came out if my womb." and with that said, I always ask "then why even have us in the first place?!" I don't even think that they want us. One day, I told them, "if I run away and don't come back, don't come finding for me.. since you don't want us." my parents always treat my twin sister and I like SLAVES. They'll make us wash the dishes, wash the clothes, clean the hall, clean the dining room, clean the gym room and basically clean the WHOLE HOUSE. sometimes I jut wish I didn't have parents with this attitude. All they do is keep grounding me. they'll ground my sisters but they will let then free after awhile. while they keep grounding me. and I'm locked up so much that I don't even feel like going out of the house. id rather stay home and make friends with the ghouls here. CURSE. I could just hmmm maybe.. kill myself now?
