4 Aug 2015
Sooooo... everything I talked about the other day came crashing onto me again and I started crying out of no where in class... people judge me but they don't know what's actually happening.. they think it's funny and all that but it's actually really painful. like seriously, I can't even look t my crush without wanting to cry. My teacher forced me to read in front of the whole class today and I told her that I wasn't in the mood... that's when I broke. I bit my bottom lip so i could try and control my tears.. after school, I went out of school immediately with my friend ain. Bella is still spreading rumors. I also heard that my "bff" Natalia hates me sometimes and likes me sometimes and she's just using me. my teachers hate me, my friends hate me, my crush hates me and basically everyone hates me. something in me keeps telling me slit. slit. slit. but my mind keeps saying don't slit. don't slit. don't slit. my wrist are still clean thou. I have a feeling that nobody wants me here): what do I do? 😭
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|Song: Tee shirt -Birdy|
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