11 AUGUST 2015
9:46 pm
alright. I just wanna say.. THANK YALL SO MUCH FOR BEING SO CARING!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME! I LOVE YALL‼️💖 sigh. ok. erm. this is hard to write but erm.. yesterday, I found out that my crush has a girlfriend. his girlfriend and him have been together for I think 2 days already? they met at orchard at scape. He was skating then the girl walked pass him and he waved at her and she asked for his number and things started taking off from there. according to my crush, he sAid that they knew each other for a week then they got together. so, I was on ask fm yesterday and as I was looking at the feed, I saw a picture of him carrying his girlfriend on his back... I stared at the picture trying to register it into my brain. when I registered it, I went into my closet, hid there and cried. I hate that I have to act happy in front if him. it hurts so much. every time I see him, I have to look away or else I'll break down. call me dramatic but I just can't help that my heart is weak. I wished them "Last long" cause I didn't want to seem like a cold hearted person... all I could think about was them being together and being happy. May I just say something? .. almost 2/4 of my class is taken... most of the girl are taken.. ehhh... maybe at least 10 of then are taken? just to let you know, there are 14 girls in my class. ANYWAYS! I was on Instagram scrolling through my feed and I saw more pictures of my crush and his girlfriend.. One picture was of him giving his girlfriend a kiss on the cheek and the other one of them holding hands. UGHHHHHH!!!!! she's so pretty!!!!!!!! I'm not gonna mention any names thou... do you know how painful it is to hold back the tears? you can feel it stinging your eyes.. haiss.. anyways I hope y'all have a great night/day(: I love y'all!💞
SONG: SWEATER WEATHER - THE NEIGHBORHOOD
hais.. I think he's sleeping over at her house.. well, that's what I saw on Ask.fm rather. I just saw it):
