I'm back y'all!! enjoy the next chapter if my life(:
1 Aug 2015
My life has been total shit lately. my friend ain is traumatized so I have to help her which I don't mind, my crush has been sad lately and has been "ignoring" me and avoiding eye contact with me in school. he told my best friend that he wants to be my friend and he doesn't know why we aren't talking, he said I just stopped talking to him all of a sudden. I tried to talk to him the other day but he didn't allow that cause he just kept talking to my best friend ): it really hurts me..😪 I can't even look at him without feeling my heart breAk into pieces.. next, my guy friend likes me but I don't like him. I feel really uncomfortable around him cause he kept asking me to be his girlfriend over and over again and I kept saying no. my exams have already started and I'm having so much pressure thrown on me. my parents are always nagging at me to train with them cause my stamina in fencing is dropping. the reason it's dropping is because I haven't been eating. my appetite is horrible. I don't eat during recess in school. I don't know what the reason is but ): I'm just like that. my dad is forcing me to train with him. if I don't, I'm not allowed to go for fencing. my sister are still accusing me of everything bad that I didn't do and that's making me get hits on the head by my mum. do much has been going on lately. I feel like everyone hates me. from my teachers to my parents to my sisters then to my friends.. 😪 I just don't understand this thing we call life. well, I have to go because I'm going for 7am mass tomorrow then catechism class after that. I'll see you soon when I have something to talk and rant to y'all about(: bye bye💖
song: Paper Planes - MIA
