[Hey guys! I'm back!]
4 July 2015
First of all! HAPPY 4th OF JULY TO ALL AMERICANS🇺🇸🙌! Soooo.. my day sucked a lot. My mum told my sisters and I she wished she didn't give birth to us. But to be extremely honest, shit don't even hurt no more. it happens so often that I'm used to it. I don't even give a single shit anymore. she can go ahead and say anything I don't care. all my feelings have gone away. I can't feel anything at all. you can go ahead and say shit bout me and I won't feel a thing at all. Anyways, I am now feeling very "Christmassy". I'm currently listening to Michael Bublé while writing bout my life. Ok so. I wanna talk about why I'm writing about my life. I'm writing a book about my life because sometimes, I don't have anyone to talk to so I'll just write in here. Sometimes, I don't wanna talk to anyone when I have problems so I just say it here. I'm pretty proud of myself because my wrists has been clean for I think 3 months already! 👏 Y'all should be proud of me cause it's a big accomplishment for me! I'm gonna keep this up! *sings a Christmas song* people have been mean to me lately but meh. whatever. Let's sing guies!! *sings and hums to jingle bell rock by glee😂* it's 12:42 am right now and I have to wake up early for church and catechism so bye! if y'all are having a hard time, just know that someone loves you and that I love you! bye bye!💞 have a good day/ night😋
Song : Smells like teen spirit - Nirvana
