I was in P6 when it started. I was fine at the start of the year but as it came to somewhere in the middle of the year, I started to become depressed. My parents found out that I had a boyfriend and they started scolding me and they FORCED me to break up with him. So I did. I still liked him then. I started to become depressed. I started cutting my wrist and that was just the beginning. I started cutting and I did it everyday as if it were my daily routine. I cut my wrist from small cuts to large cuts I didn't cut on my wrist area I cut in the middle of my arm. pft. ikr. I could have done it at my wrist where many people do it but I was afraid of dying... I am now in secondary school and I am still cutting. I've upgraded my cuts from medium cuts to LARGE LOOOOONG cuts. I also started to smoke. I didn't regret a single bit of self harming. Not forgetting to mention.. I started wearing black clothes and started listening to sad songs and hardcore metal. My best friend Inshii also self harmed. We were like self harming buddies. I love her SOOOOO MUCH HUEHUE💖💖🌚💀. [A/N: I'll be back tomorrow I'm tired af now. night!!🌚💀✨💖💀💀💀🔪🔪🔪]
