okay. soo.. I came home immediately after school today. I was so stressed that I didn't know what to do with life. I found out that my bestfriend was actually using me and my teacher deducted my exam marks and I was really sad and disappointed. my other best friend kept telling me to shut up, she said I'm an idiot, and asshole and a bitch. when I went home, I went to my parents room n I took a cigaret from my dad. no one was home. I went to my room and I lit the cigaret and smoked it. my mum came home early and I quickly put out the cigaret. my mum came into the dining room and asked me why the house smelled like cigaret smoke. I told her that I didn't know.. my mum went into my room and she smelled the cigaret. my mum asked me again. "did you smoke." i told her no but she said "you better tell the truth before I whack you with the belt." I told her "I only took ONE stick. that's all.".... my mum started shouting at me and she slapped my face a few times. he told my elder sister, younger sister and my dad. they started to call me. my elder sister called me first. she asked why I smoked. I told her the reason and she started shouting at me through the phone. then my dad called me. I told my dad the reason too and he started shouting at me too. then finally.. my younger sister called. I told her the reason and she started to blabber saying I'm just trying to fit in. when in actual fact, I'm not. my whole family is literally just ignoring me. I just locked myself up in my room and did my homework. I was hungry but I didn't bother getting food. tbh, I'd actually rather starve than getting rumors about me.
[A/N: I'll write soon cause schools going to be out soon in one week time so.. ya... okay. cya then...]
