[Sorry for not writing lately. I had a lot of homework so I didn't really have time to write. back now soooooo.. hehee hi😊]
19/6/15 1:10 am
life hmmm.. it's been okay. I think? my parents are still shouting at me and all those. it's the second last week of school and my homework is still not done haha. I did my homework but I'm not done with it. these few days has been going by slowly. I'm going back to school on the 29th of June:-(. My sisters are still bossing me around here and there but I'm learning to ignore them. my CCA resumes on the 6th of July and I'm really excited because I get to bring home my fencing gears and blades!! (weapon blades) I can finally practice at home with a real fencing blade instead of using a long ruler or a twig. haha don't judge me😁 I don't really wanna go back to school because I hate school and most of my classmates treat me like shit. they use me then when the don't need me anymore the will just throw me away. I have only a few good friends in class. Adlin, Ain, Natalia, Malcolm, irfan and sukri. most of my friends are Malays because there isn't any Eurasian in my class other than me. I have Chinese friends but they don't talk to me that much unless it's Pe or Chinese lessons. I would love to have Eurasian friends thou. I have friends from other classes but I only talk to them during fencing or if I see them and I feel like talking to them. I have a friend in express and he's from Australia. his name is Lachie and a friend from the Philippines named Trisha and a few others who are Chinese from other classes. I've been bullied a lot by this girl from normal academic but I'm not gonna say who it is because I don't want people blaming her and scolding her. she kept spreading rumors about me and she cyber bullied me on Ask.fm and she took all my friends from me. She told Lachie ( one of my best friends ) that I talked about him behind his back and that I said he's stupid and he sucks. he ignored me but he went to "investigate" aka ask people If it was true to find out the truth. wen he found out it wasn't true, he ignored her. she always wants Lachie on her side because she has a massive crush on him, she would go around spreading to people that I like him when I actually don't. I don't like anyone atm. i don't think anyone likes me too so 💁. I'm not really looking for a relationship now. I just want to do well in secondary school for 4 years then get out. my parents are actually thinking of moving to either Sydney Australia or Perth. I really hope I move out of here because I want a better life and I want a new start. I have never been to Australia before. everyone in my family has been there except my twin sister and I, which is a sad thing because Australia has been my dream country since I was Young. [it's 1:39 am now and I have to go but I'll write soon byee(: nite💘✖️]. [Echosmith- Cool Kids]
