Never Him. Always Him.

5

"good morning jadee" I looked at my mother with hatred "don't look at me that way. You get everything you want" "SHUT THE FUCK UP. I HATE YOU. I HAVE ALWAYS HATED YOU" mom walked my way and went to hit me. Grabbing her arm, I slammed it to the bench "AHHH" "DONT EVER FUCKING TOUCH ME".
"What is going on out here?" "That mole" "YOUR DAUGHTER ATTACKED ME" "I USED MY SELF DEFENCE. DONT START THAT BULLSHIT" "JADEE THIS IS NOT THE WAY YOU SPEAK" "LIKE YOU ALL CARE" walking out of the kitchen, I moved back to my room. 'i fucking hate this place' when my door opened, I turned with a look of anger "jadee I know you are upset.." "UPSET? IM MORE THAN UPSET. I DONT WANT AN OFFICE JOB AND I DONT EVEN LIKE MATTHEW. HES UGLY, BORING, PROBABLY GAY, ANNOYING.. THE LIST GOES ON. I DONT WANT THIS, I DONT WANT ANY OF IT" when dad walked closer, I moved back. "Jadee. I can't back out now" "YOU DIDNT EVEN SPEAK TO ME ABOUT IT. I WANT NO PART IN ANY OF IT" "LISTEN HERE YOU LITTLE.." grabbing my lamp I threw it at my mother's head "FUCK OFF YOU STUPID BITCH" mom raced out and dad grabbed me "it's what's best for our family" "DONT EXPECT ANYTHING ELSE FROM ME. I PLAN TO DESTROY MY EXAMS AND I WONT EVER TOUCH HIM. NO FUCKING WAY" getting backhanded across the mouth, I looked at my father dead in the eyes and he moved back. "It's what is best" "FOR YOU. FOR THAT SKANK AND HER SPOILT BRAT OF A DAUGHTER. NOT FOR ME. LEAVE ME ALONE" dad put his head down and walked out. Slamming the door, I locked it and went for a shower. 'i can't believe this family. I just want to destroy it all'.

Arriving at school, Monica ran my way. "What the fuck.." "don't. I want no fucking part in this shit. None of it" "jadee I hear.." "FUCK OFF" Monica sighed "I can see this has set the tone for the following week" "they can go to hell. All of them" "don't blame you. Heard from Jake or Austin?" "Yeah I have heard from Austin. I don't have Jake's number" "well I have been speaking with him. Friday?" "Yep I'm in. I don't give a shit what my parents say" Monica grinned "can't stay at mine though" "I will sleep at the fucking fountain" Monica laughed "let's go to class".
Entering the corridor, I kept my eyes away from everyone and walked in.
"Good morning jadee" "hi" walking away, I took my seat at my table. 'i want this over with so I can just go home and just have my own time'.

Austin.

'this is fucked up. Ever since hearing about it, it's pissed me off. I have a connection with jadee. She is everything I want in a partner. I have held off for the right one and I know its her' "Austin what is wrong with you?" "Argh I was speaking with jadee last night" "she's a good kid that one" "yeah.. her life is shit" "explain" "well she wants to be a horticulturist but her dad wants her to work for his company" "hmm problems of rich folk" "she did research my course as I told her I wouldn't. She said three fifty but if I can find a company who will take me as an apprentice they will pay for it" mom grinned "she wants you to do what you want" "yeah.." "there's something else isn't there?" "Yeah.. they are marrying her off" "WHAT?" "yeah.. she's upset and angry. Me too. I want her mom. She's everything I have waited for" mom showed a gentle grin "I know Austin. Things may not go your way" "they aren't going hers either. I know she doesn't want it. I know the guy they are marrying her off too. She hates him" "is he really that bad?" "To her he is. She has no interest in him" "and she does you?" "Well.. we shared a kiss" mom's eyes lit up "you kiss someone?" I chuckled "shut it mom".
"was her first too" mom showed another gentle grin "was it everything you had hoped?" "More than".

Jadee.

"Let's head out side" "yeah.." "one of you want to tell us what the hell is going on?" "Haven't heard?" "No" "her parents are marrying her off" "WHAT?" "yeah to none other than Matthew" "YOU BETTER BE JOKING ME" "no. Monica's right and I'm pissed off. We are going out on Friday. Coming?" "Yep. Where are we going?" "Downtown" "only the best parties down there" "you aren't wrong" "message to find out" I Internally grinned.

- oi have you guys got plans Friday?
Austin - to see you if you can get out
- I'm going out whether they like it or not. I will sleep at the fountain if I have to. MONGRELS
Austin - I'm not pleased either. But if you are coming this way, I'm sure we can find something to do
- anything
Austin - anything? Hmm
I internally grinned
- got some more to party with?
Austin - the guys are joining aren't they?
- yep yep.
Austin - I'm sure we can organise something and you can't be sleeping at the fountain
- I can. May not be safe but I can
Austin - look if you want to get wet..
- hahaha I never said sleep in it
Austin - damn.

"Yeah they are happy with it" "they better have some good looking chicks with them" "you aren't wrong". Chilling with Monica, Ari and Bosco for the remainder of the day, we all went out seperate ways and headed home. 'argh I don't want to be here' entering the house, I looked at my parents. Without saying a word, I walked to my room and closed the door.

Peter.

'my daughter is far from happy. For her to lash out, I know I have pushed her too much' "that little..." "Shut up Abella. You don't help" "I told you.." "I said shut up" 'i don't know what to do. I know jadee can have a temper. This is going to be a disaster. She already said she won't touch him. I thought they got along but by the way she acted I know they don't..he seems more than thrilled but jadee has shut down. I just hope she doesn't throw away her school because of this. What do I do?' "hi mom. Hi daddy" "hi" "how was your day sweet heart?" "It was fine. Can I go out with Maya?" "Of co.." "no you are big trouble. You know that. You get nothing until you prove yourself" "Peter.." "my decision stands" "but.." '"I SAID NO BRITNEY. GO STUDY" "Peter this is unfair.." "it's not unfair. She needs to learn. Obviously not only in school but out".

Jadee.

'i don't want this. I don't want any of it. I just want to curl up and die. I finally meet a good guy and now they have thrown this at me. I don't want to marry Matthew. I will never have interest in him. He may be educated but that's all he has going for him. I will never touch him. Not even at the wedding. I wont kiss him. That's not going to happen'.
Laying on my bed I stared at my roof until my phone rang. Seeing it was Monica, I answered.
"Hey girl" "what's happening?" "Laying on my bed staring at the roof" "any more bullshit?" "Monica language" "argh, would you piss off" I chuckled as my door opened up. "Get off of that phone" "fuck off" when my mother walked closer, I stood up and grabbed my chair "who are you talking to?" "I SAID FUCK OFF" "ABELLA GET OUT OF THERE" "SHE IS ON THE PHONE" "TO FUCKING MONICA YOU PIECE OF SHIT. GET OUT IM LOCKING MY ROOM" "IM NOT.." "GEEETTTT OUUUT" throwing my chair at my mom she ran out "GOOD" slamming my door, I locked it. "Sorry" "argh had the other bitch on this end. No more happening?" "What else can they throw at me. Are things alright there?" "Besides that skank. Yeah. This is fucking bullshit. Dad told me I can't do my course either" "what? Why?" "It's not what we do Monica" "that's fucked up. We do all of this schooling and don't even get a choice what we do" "argh tell me about it. It's already gone through the year level that you are getting married" "Matthew or Britney no doubt. Fuck both of them verbally" Monica laughed "I wouldn't fuck them any other way. Gross" "agreed. Ready for tomorrow?" "Hell yes. Dad will be home late and I plan to get out of here before he arrives. How are you handling it?" "Walking out the door" Monica chuckled "no surprise. Like that hoe will stop you" "good luck to her. Even my father. That shit is fucked up" "yep".