Never Him. Always Him.

18

"jadee. Hurry up. We need to go get your wedding dress and get your nails done" "Im not wearing nails" "you will do as.." "I SAID NO. I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU ARE PLAYING AT BUT IM NOT PART OF YOUR GAME. I WILL BE TELLING THE CELEBRANT THAT IM NOT KISSING THAT POSH PRICK EITHER.." "ITS PART OF.." "I FUCKING SAID NO" mom walked away and I walked out. "you want to go get this fucking dress let's do it" "jadee your mother just wants.." "I don't care what she wants. I don't care what you want, just like you two don't care what we want" dad lowered his head and I walked out the front slamming the door. 'I'm getting married tomorrow then shipped off to Hawaii with a man that will be my husband. As soon as I get this dress, I'm going to see Austin. I have been at work all week but have spoken with him everyday. The closer it gets to the wedding the more I want to break down and destroy everyone around me. It's your wedding. You need to do this. You need to do that. It's what's right. We are doing what we can to make sure you are comfortable. It will all work out. You will see he's right for you. I hate both of them and I don't like him'. "In the car jadee" "I'm not wearing white" "it's traditional.." "I don't care. None of this is fucking traditional" "we are going.." "I DONT CARE".
Arriving at a bridal shop, I swallowed hard. As of tomorrow, I will be married off. Holding in my emotions, I walked inside. "Hi Abella. I have the dresses.." "I'm not wearing white" "ma'am we are.." "no" "jadee don't be so rude" "well listen" looking at all of the dresses, I shook my head. 'no' exiting the store, I looked around at all of the shops. Running across the road and into a ballgown shop, I had a look at all of the colours. "Jadee your dress has been organised. We must go" "I'm not wearing a white fucking dress" "ma'am can I help.." "no" "I would like to see that teal dress" "jadee your wedding dress is already in the car" "ma'am?" I shook my head and exited the store. "Good to see you listen" "YOU CAN GO TO FUCKING HELL. I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU" mom put her head down.
Arriving back at the house, I slammed the door in my mother's face and walked to my room slamming that door as well

Peter.

"How did you go?" "I have her dress. She hasn't tried it on" I turned my eyes "she can wear it" "she has no choice. She's only getting more angry Peter. I don't know how tomorrow will go. She already said she's telling the celebrant there will be no kiss at the end. She won't say vows and won't allow him to touch her" I put my head down. Seeing Jadee walk out, I swallowed hard as she slammed the front door. Racing out after her I spoke "jadee.." "YOU KNOW WHAT? I FUCKING HATE BOTH OF YOU. I DONT CARE WHAT YOU PAID FOR THIS FUCKING STUPID WEDDING. I WILL GO THERE, DRINK AND WALK THE FUCK OUT. WHEN I GET BACK FROM HAWAII AND MOVE WITH THAT COCKSUCKER, NEVER HAVE CONTACT WITH ME AGAIN. YOU HAVE DESTROYED EVERYTHING" jadee took off running while I let my tears fall. 'abellas right. She is only getting more angry. This is not what I wanted. I just wanted my daughter to be comfortable'.

"JADEE" Austin ran my way and crashed his lips on mine as I let my tears fall. 'i like Austin..he's the guy I want. I may be young but I know he's the one for me' breaking away from his lips, Austin held me tight to his front and kissed my head "come on. Let's go inside" I nodded and pulled away. Entering the house, Nikki looked at me with watery eyes. "You aren't okay" I put my head down. "It's all over tomorrow. I don't know what to do Nikki. They are forcing me to wear a white dress and marry him. Then I have to be in Hawaii for a week and move in with him when I get back" "what?" I nodded as I kept my head down "yeah.. I don't want this. None of it" Nikki wrapped her arms around me and just like Austin did she kissed my head "we know sweetheart. It's not fair on you or austin" "she's always mine" "I know. I can see you two are perfect for each other. Let's get you both some food. I know you may not be hungry but you need to eat. You have had a massive week and I'm sure the next will be even worse" I nodded as I wiped my eyes "fuck" "it's okay to show how you feel" "I'm angry, annoyed, destroyed, lost.." "we know" Austin put his arms around me from behind and kissed my neck. 'he smells so good and being in his arms makes me feel like I am home. He is my home'.

Austin.

'all they are doing is destroying her. I don't care if she is getting married to that Matthew guy. I know she is mine and even when married, I don't plan to stop seeing her. I may not be able to marry her but I know shes not going anywhere. It kills me that she will be living with the guy but I also know they will be in separate rooms. Mom and I have spoken about it and she knows how I feel. Jadee does too. I met this girl by chance but it's the best thing that's happened to me. She supports me, helps me, makes me feel incredible, always cares. I can't get enough. Her touch, smell, taste, looks, her laugh, smile.. I love it all. Even her intelligence. Yes we party but it's not about all of that'.

Jadee.

"Thank you Nikki" "you are welcome. Are you planning to stay?" "I don't know.." "yes" I Internally grinned "he says you are. What time tomorrow?" "Two" "so you need to leave at about lunch time?" I nodded "hair and makeup?" "They aren't doing that" "that's a shock" "no. They may have organised it but I'm not doing it. I can do my own hair. I'm not wearing makeup or those nails" Austin and Nikki laughed "so all the plans they have made arent going to happen?" "Nuh. I have no choice in the dress. I didn't have my own money to purchase one I like" "I'm sure it's terrible" "yep" "how about you two go have some beers. I'm sure the others are out" "no. Let's stay in. I want to spend time with jadee" Nikki grinned "enjoy it".
Austin grabbed my hand and I followed him to the room. "Had a shower?" "Before work" "no pencil skirt?" "Argh" Austin showed a cheeky grin "you have to wear them don't you?" "Unfortunately" "hmm.. I do need a shower. Want to join me?" "Saving water right?" "Probably not" I chuckled "sure".
Austin grabbed two towels then grabbed my hand and lead me to the bathroom. 'this will be a change. I do get to see his handsome body though'. Entering the bathroom, Austin closed the door and started the shower while I got undressed. "Absolutely gorgeous" "your turn" Austin showed a cheeky grin. "Yeah I am definitely not missing out" entering the shower, I rinsed my body off as Austin came in and wrapped his arms around me. "You do look incredible. I have to say they are the best clothes you have ever worn" I grinned and pressed my lips on Austin. 'oh here we go' Austin pushed my back to the wall as he assaulted my neck. 'i love his touch and his heavy breathing always does it for me' stroking his shaft, Austins breathing only picked up more "I plan to have you for dessert" 'oh fuck yes' Austin dropped to his knees and pulled me forward. Feeling his tongue, without meaning it, I put my head back and closed my eyes. 'he makes me feel incredible'.

Austin.

'i plan to pleasure her all night. I know I won't see her until the end of next week. I want her to know that I will be here when she gets back. That she has my heart and I won't let her go' pulling jadee down to the floor, I moved in between her legs as I crashed my lips on hers. Sharing a long passionate kiss as I moved above her, jadee grabbed my shaft and lined it up with her vaginal opening and moved down making me moan out through the kiss. 'fuck she feels so tight. The way she touches me always sends shivers down my spine. No one will ever have this effect on me'.