Never Him. Always Him.

20

Jadee.

'this has to be the best part of the entire day' sculling my beer, I grabbed my other one and walked towards Monica, Ari and Bosco. "Good drinks?" "Best part" Monica showed a small grin and yet her eyes showed sadness. "misses kallihan?" I shook my head "I wont be changing my ID" Monica, Ari and Bosco grinned "we need a beer and I'm sure you need more" "tons" "let's go get some. Lead the way miss Monash" I Internally grinned and walked to the refreshment table. Sculling my beer, Bosco handed me a new one. "Thanks" "that's my present" "I was hoping you would say annulment" Monica, Ari and Bosco chuckled "cheers to a long life of friendship" "cheers" all of us sculling our beers, I grabbed another like the others did. "Jadee that is your forth in ten minutes" I looked at my mother "yeah so what? These are the best part of all of this" "he is now.." "I don't give a fuck and I surely won't give one to him" my mother put her head down and walked away. "Getting photos?" "Nuh" "we need one to burn when this shit is over" I chuckled "only for you three" getting a photo with Monica, Ari and Bosco, I Internally grinned as Monica licked my face. The guys laughed "typical photo with you two". "Jadee we are so pleased to have you as our daughter in law. I can see you and Matthew will do wonders together" I looked at Dahlia "we aren't doing anything together" "he is now your husband. Someone to look out for you. Your babies.." "no" I watched as Dahlia slightly put her head down "you don't want children" "I wanted two but I don't love your son" "you can grow together" staying silent Dahlia walked away and I sculled my beer. "Another?" "Tons more. I'm going outside. There's no way I want to stay in here" "meals will be out soon" "I have one right here" Ari laughed "let's go". "jadee" I looked at my father but stayed silent "slow down on the drinks. You have a long night ahead. We haven't had any photos yet, eaten or danced" "I don't want to do any of those" "this is your wedding" "no. It's yours" "jadee stop this. He can make you happy" "do you not listen to a word I say? No" "well you are now misses kallihan.." "I won't be changing my name" "it will be put to the courts.." "yeah so. They can't change my name unless I agree and that won't happen. You got what you wanted. In a week I will be out of your house and we don't have to see each other any more" "jadee please.." "NO" walking away and outside, I held the three beers in my hand. "That went well" "fuck that shit and all of them" "this is going to be one long ass night" "I agree".

"EVERYONE PLEASE BE SEATED. MEALS WILL BE OUT SHORTLY" "argh" "let's go eat" "yep" entering the hall, I moved to my seat with two beers in my hand and sat down. When Matthew sat beside me, I could see many taking photos. 'good for them. I'm not smiling for any of them. I don't want to be here'.

Abella.

'this is a disaster. Not once has jadee smiled. Many are taking photos. My guess is just to try to get at least one photo of both of them smiling. Peter said she had refused photos and the dancing. I had to change it with the photographer and musician. If we try to force her, it will make Matthew look like a fool and we don't want that' "they both look wonderful don't they" "they sure do. Is their accommodation sorted for the evening?" "Yes it is. They have a wonderful room for the evening and breakfast is sorted for the morning before they head off on their honeymoon" "Matthew is very much looking forward to it. I do hope their wedding night is as he hopes" Peter turned his eyes.

Peter.

'it won't be. She won't share that bed. She is going to be blind. All she is doing is drinking. I know I have lost her but I know Matthew can make her Happy, she just needs to allow it but I don't think she will' "Peter you must be very proud of jadee" "I am. She has always worked hard to get where she is now. Both of the girls" 'i don't think it matters though'.
Spending hours just watching jadee, she showed no interest in Matthew or anyone bar her friends. She hasn't smiled once. No photos have been taken. Hopefully things change for Matthews sake'.

Jadee.

"Looks like many are leaving" "good. I don't want to be here either" "got your sexy underwear on?" "My boylegs and bra. He isn't seeing them" Bosco chuckled "I don't think he ever will" "nope. Who knows where we are ending up tonight but I can assure you, I won't be sharing any bed. I will sleep on the floor if I have to" "wouldn't be the first time" "nope".
"I'm going to the toilet" "can you in that dress?" "I will piss on it" Ari, Bosco and Monica cracked up laughing as I walked off. Getting in the stall, I grabbed my phone out.

Austin - hey gorgeous. I'd call but I know many will be around. I'm sure they are already on your case and I don't want you putting up with more than you already are. I do hope you are okay. Missing you already.
- I'd love to speak with you but you are right, they will be on my case. Ari, Bosco and Monica have kept me company all afternoon. It's been shit here. I have just been drinking a ton of beer. It's the best part of the entire day. I hope you are having a good night with everyone. Have some fun for me. Missing you too.
"Jadee?" "What can't I fucking piss in peace?" "You have drank a lot. I was making sure you aren't sick" "not even close" "the after party is nearly over. You and Matthew have a hotel for the evening..." "Great" "before you head off to Share a week in hawaii" "I don't care. None of this will bring us closer" "he will.." "I SAID NO". 'fuck this shit'. Exiting the stall, I washed my hands and wiped them on my dress. 'i dont give a shit about this dress. I'm not keeping it'.
Exiting the toilet, I walked straight to the drinks table. "Jadee no more" walking away my dad grabbed my hand and I pulled it from his grasp and walked out the front. "We were hoping we would catch you before you and us go in different directions" "there's no way I was leaving without saying bye for a week" "when you get back, we are catching up for beers" "hell yes we are. Jet lag or not you will be there. You know the meeting spot" I grinned "I sure do" giving all three a hug I chuckled as Monica licked my face. "Just to remember me while you are gone" "I won't stop thinking about Yas" "yeah we know. Good luck" I nodded "bye guys".
'and this is where I set off to a hotel and to Hawaii away from all of those I like' "jadee your limousine is waiting" not even acknowledging my father or anyone else, I walked to the limousine and got in.

Matthew.

'not even a good bye to her parents? She hasn't said a word to me all evening. I was hoping our wedding night would be perfect but this is nothing like what I had hoped. I do have her with me and I just hope we can have a great week away getting to know each other more and can form a relationship' "Matthew has jadee already said her goodbyes?" "Jadee is waiting in the limousine" "it's best you go then. We all hope you two have a wonderful honeymoon. I look forward to hearing about all of it when you both return" "of course" giving my mom a hug, I then shook my dad's hand "bye Matthew" "bye".

Peter.

'she didn't even say goodbye to any one. I tried to talk with her to reassure her it's alright but she won't give me the time of day. I wanted to tell her that I'm proud of her and that I love her but she wouldn't give me the chance' watching Matthew go join her in the limousine and the limousine take off, I swallowed hard. "I want to go back to the house" I looked at Britney "we will be heading home" "great" I took a deep breath "Britney just like jadee..." "I don't care what you say anymore. I once wanted your attention but now I regret ever trying" Britney walked off towards the car as I lowered my head.