Imperfect Love (a Sokeefe fanfic)

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POV Keefe

I get up from the couch to refill the popcorn bowl. I love the stuff. Not more than I love Sophie though, I can't love anyone or anything more than Sophie. I hear a scuffle, probably from the TV, shrugging it off I keep looking at the pot, the corn is just beginning to pop in.

Finally, it's done, I have no patience, well, except for pranks and Sophie. That's it.

I can't wait to get more Foster cuddles.

F-foster? Kissing Fitz? I let out a choked sob. I knew it was too good to be true, Foster couldn't possibly love me. I knew that, but I was going to enjoy the time I had with her. I just forgot it was fake. And now? My heart is not broken, it is shattered and gone. I was stupid.

Why am I still here? I run from the room to the LeapMaster. Tears blind me and I trip on the stairs.

" Shores of Solace!" My broken voice cries. 

I collapse on the sand. I can't move as I cry and scream, trying to release the pain inside, it doesn't help.

The world is turning black, maybe I'm dying. That would be better than to have this pain.

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Softness, who knew death was soft?

" Death, what about death Funkyhair?" A familiar voice says.

Ro? how is my annoying bodyguard here. I thought I was dead.

" You're not dead dummy" Ro says softly.

Then why can't I see?

" Your eyes are open. Elwin said you're literally blinded by grief. When your grief goes away you'll see again."

" So I'm stuck like this? Cause I fell for Sophie, got my heart broken and now I'm blind, I must really be worthless if she couldn't stand me." I say, trying to put a joking it tone over it and failing miserably.

" 2 things. One YOU ARE NOT USELESS, WORTHLESS OR ANYTHING BAD! 2 Sophie came here in tears begging to see you. When she heard you were unconscious she broke down and had a panic attack. She's on the cot next to you. I have to go for a minute cya Funkyhair."

I carefully roll onto my side and reach out next to me. Sophie's cot was right next to mine and I can feel her sleeping form, and her emotions, which are heart broken. But she was kissing Fitz. 

I know I shouldn't but I curl up next to Sophie, even if she hurts me I still love her, I can't stop no matter how hard I try. Being with her makes me feel like I matter, even though I don't. I settle my head on her chest and cry myself to sleep.

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 earlier POV Sophie. 

" Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! WHERE IS FITZ I'M GOING TO KILL HIM! HE KISSED ME AND NOW KEEFE IS HURT!"

Keefe. Where is he? I have to get him. Better question, where is the light? (have you caught on to what I'm doing here?) 

"Sophie? are you awake?" Grady's voice whispers brokenly.

" Yes. Why can't I see? Where is Keefe? What happened to Fitz? Where am I?" I say, trying to stay calm. 

" Sophie, don't panic but you're blinded by the grief of losing Keefe, I can take you to him though you might not be happy with it. And you are in your room." Grady says. Voice laden with emotion.

( this is important. Next chapter I have to decide what to do with Fitz comment here for his REAL death --->

Comment here for him to survive --->

I am not joking whatever the majority decides will happen, If you say he dies he will die.)

" Just take me to Keefe, I don't care if I'm blind. Get. Me. To. Him. Why wouldn't I be happy with seeing him?"

" He's unconscious. He passed out on the beach and he hasn't woken up yet." 

I feel tears burn my eyes " Just take me to him!" I sob

Someone picks me up. A musky scent fills my nose letting me know its Sandor.

The familiar feeling of warm feathers flowing through me tells me to concentrate. As fast as the feathers appeared they vanish. 

" Sandor? Where are we?" I ask.

" We're at the healing center." Sandor's squeaky voice responds.

" Oh, well, you can put me down. I could navigate this place in my sleep." I say with a hint of pride mixed with sadness and the tears still running down my face.

Sandor puts me down and I take off running. I reach the healing center doors and charge through them.

" Where is Keefe?!" I sceech and then the tears flow harder.

" He's on a cot, can't you see him?" Ro's voice says, echo in my head.

" Sophie!" Ro shouts, "SOPHIE! BLONDE GIRL! DON'T PASS OUT! HE'LL BE OKAY!" She start screech.

The world is already black, it is just going quiet now.

Hey people! this chapter is here as promised! it is 800 words not including this ramble.... Enjoy!