MERI CHANDANI

DESTINATION OF FOREVER

Flashback

CHANDANI'S POV

After a heavy makeout session on one night on our honeymoon, I was sleeping snuggling him until I realized I am no longer feeling his warmth. I stretched my hand to reach him but all I found was a soft pillow laying there instead of him. My eyes opened with the jerk and I looked across through the room to find him but got disappointed. Quickly,  I wore my nightwear and walked to the balcony as the lights were on. I twitch my lips in disgust as the smell of a cigar stumped my nostrils, I looked up and finally found him. He was standing holding the railing, inhaling his cigar and thinking about something deep. I watched him blowing the smoke out anxiously while rolling his neck.

He had stopped taking drugs and limited his alcohol consumption but smoking is something he does when he is stressed. I know it's hard to quit an addiction and I am proud of him for taking things seriously, it will take time but he will overcome it. I promised myself I will be there with him no matter what the situation arise. 

I tiptoed silently not wanting him to be aware of my presence and stood against the railing facing him. As soon as he realized my presence he instantly crash his cigar in the ashtray and yanked it away from us. He moved closer to me and caged me in his arms.

''Why aren't you sleeping baby'' he questioned, his husky and crisp voice was enough to make me lose everything and be in his embrace the whole day. 

''How can I sleep when my cuddle bear is not around me'' I answered and he just laughed at me ruffling my hair. 

''Why are you here and doing that'' I raised my question to him pointing to the cigar laying carelessly on the floor.  

''Just a little stress'' he mentioned and I nodded my head, as he dipped his face in my neck nuzzling my crook. ''I love you'' he stated with his lips brushing against my skin, I tried to control my urge to moan and mumble I love you back to him. I detached him from myself and cupped his face rubbing my thumb on his cheeks. He smiled at me and attached our forehead and an idea struck in my mind to remove his stress. 

''I have a great idea to relieve your stress'' I chirped and he looked at me with questioning eyes, ignoring him I dragged him back to the room and took out some essential oils.

''Remove your shirt'' I order him and he gave me a teasing look, I rubbed my finger on my forehead in frustration and unbutton his shirt as fast as I can.

''Damn wifey, you found the perfect way to ease the stress, but go easy on me my little tigress'' he said giving me a teasing look with naughtiness tingling in his eyes. I could feel what he is thinking about letting out a huge sigh I glared at him. I swear this man is horny all the time.

''Don't think too much I am giving you a massage'' I said and made him sit on the floor and made myself comfortable on the bed. 

Slowly taking oil on my palm I gently glid my hands on his shoulder rubbing it generously, I applied a little pressure which made his tensed shoulder muscle relax. Massaging his shoulder I slid my hands down to his chest. 

''Why were you stressed'' I questioned him, he let out a huge sigh before answering me.

''I have some rivals who are behind you, they just need one chance to hurt you and snatch you away from me, I don't want to lose you, never ever in my life'' he disclosed keeping his head in my lap. His arms were draped around my stomach as he buried his mace more in my lap. I weaved my fingers in his hair and run through his hair.