May Be Foul...But yet to be passionate.

Discontinued For now

Hello, I haven't updated this book in a month and I hate how I didn't, there's nothing wrong with me or anything I just feel sort of stressed and busy now with how I've been maturing and probably gaining more responsibilities.

I feel a lot busier now in my life other than my fanfiction side-

Now I'm not the type to discontinue a story (in fact, I hate leaving out books without it being finished. It makes me feel like a failure honestly) My summer has been weird and just awfully boring as I often sometimes learn how to cook(barely) or just do things without the internet life.

Not to mention I feel like I've lost my interest in this fandom and I know I haven't been messaging my friends so much. It pains me a lot.

I Hate it when I discontinue stories especially when it's published for you all to read, you all are probably waiting and I'm just here taking my stupid time- I kinda just feel like I really wanna stop writing and just wanna leave this fandom as so much has happened when I was gone before.

I recently graduated 8th grade a few months ago so I'm entering 9th grade. Becoming a freshman so I'm going to high school for the first time. After taking a lot of pressure on trying to get straight A's in 8th grade I realize how much I have to study and focus to impress and have my parents appreciate me for once- 

And I'm afraid that high school is just going to be much harder for me and I just wanna- to put away the things I don't seem to focus on anymore away- I feel truly lost in the crk fandom and kinda just wanna leave it now and move onto a new one that I enjoy.  

It pains me to say that I'm going to discontinue this for a long long while since I'm starting high school, I want to get my priorities and schedule good. It's kinda sad how this book was meant to finish up in chapter 30 along with a epilogue. (Like I wrote the whole draft in this big book I had and it was really fun to write), it's just that the writing in the draft is so horrible that I have to use Grammarly to fix all my mistakes (Premium Grammarly though...god. I been getting like 400 premium Grammarly mistakes for just one chapter)  

I really loved this book so much and your comments just thrived me and I just hate to end it with no "ending" so if you want I'm going to give you a quick little summary of the ending.

Spoiler alerts! (I feel like it's useless to say this anyways as I might never continue but those are for people who want to know the ending in some way)

(Warnings this is highly unprofessional sarcasms talking. I was lazy and did not use Grammarly) 

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-(Chapter Twenty) Clotted cream gets Madeleine to kill without pitying and there was some ...intense manipulating speech going around. (that was supposed to happen in chapter twenty) Financier and Madeleine get along more in the end of the chapter and they're off to feeding orphans. Madeleine also happens to find a little crow feather trail...

-(Chapter Twenty One) is where things are slightly relaxed between Clotted Cream and Espresso (Gosh, I had such a cute scenario for these two) Espresso is doing his job and so is Clotted cream, (Clotted Cream is always watching over Espresso's health. Might as well be the new Baymax for Espresso)

- (Chapter twenty two) Espresso discovers magic candy and goes to report to Clotted Cream who was tryna sleep but we love those who tend to be all nighters waking your sleep up. Espresso indroduces the subject to Clotted Cream and Cltoted Cream's just a proud little 'boyfriend' for Espresso