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I honestly could not get enough of her. We spent our days and nights on the phone for the past two months. Even when we had other things to do. We just sat on the phone without saying a thing. The only times we didn't speak was when we had work and other important things to do.
I was now currently making myself dinner in a bra and short while she watched me dash around the kitchen. "Baby, don't forget the grease is on." We weren't offical but we've practically been acting like a couple. I wasn't going to be hers officially until we went on a date.
"I know, im just trying to cut these potatoes." I looked at my phone to playfully glare at her. She smiles while letting her dimples show. I got lost in them. I always get lost in her features without meaning to. "Don't cut your finger." I halt my hand when I saw that I was a inch close to cutting my hand off.
"It's because you're distracting me."
"I'm not even doing anything."
"You are by existing." I put seasoning onto the vegetable before putting it into the fryer. While my food was cooking I decided to clean up and wash my hands. "So what are you doing tonight?" I asked Billie while leaning against my palm.
"Nothing really. I had plans on just talking to you all night." I felt my face heat up. "Or you can just come over here." I offered casually. As if my insides weren't tingling. She hasn't been to my house since the night we slept together.
"Really?" She questioned and I nodded.
"Bet, I'll see you in a few." She blew me a kiss before hanging up. I blinked at locked screen that replaced her face. Did she even remember how to get here? That's a stupid question, of course she did.
I didn't waste anytime to rush my cooking and get dressed. I didn't want to seem like I was a try hard so I just threw on a robe and made a plate of home made fries and stake. I didn't know she was coming over so I didn't make her anything.
Just as I place a peice of stake in my mouth a knock was heard on the door. I put my plate down before inching towards the door. My heart was beating fast.
I took a deep breath after swallowing my food and pulling the door back. Billie stood there in all her glory. She was wearing the same clothes from when we were on the phone. Pretty sure she just rolled out of bed and came here. I smiled at her before backing up and letting her come inside.
As soon as I closed closed door she pulled me to her and placed her lips on mine. I melted into her immediately, wrapping my arms around her neck. She held the back of my head while her other arm was wrapped around me.
We deepened the kiss not even two seconds later. I could feel my robe coming undone but I didn't care. She picked me up effortlessly and then dropped us on the couch. Our lips stayed locked for almost a half hour. During our intimacy the only times we broke apart was so she could explore the places of my neck and chest.
When we finally broke apart I just burried my head into the side of her neck.
"I missed you." She says in a whisper while I tried to catch my breath. "Missed you more."
She snorted. "Impossible." She kissed my jaw before leaning back on the couch. The action caused me to sit my head up. "I didn't make you anything, I'm sorry." I said referring to my food that was now cold. I looked at my plate as saw it was barely touched. I will fuck that up when she leaves
"It's fine, I came over here last minute. Plus, I don't eat meat." I gasped dramatically. "Oh my god, you for real?" She nodded with an eyebrow raised. I put my hand on my chest what was now exposed. "I couldn't live without meat."
"Well I've been vegan my whole life so, can't miss something I've never tried." She shrugged which just sent another sticking pain to my heart. "I feel bad for you."
When the words left my mouth I felt bad because that's something you shouldn't say to a vegan. Then they go on a whole rant of why their lifestyle is the way that it is. As I waited for the lecture Billie just shook her head with an amused smile. I sighed in relief which caused her to burst out laughing.
It wasn't the soft girl laugh that people see in movies or online. She sounded like a fucking hyena. Her laugh was catchy and I laughed along with her. The moment was cute and I don't think I've ever laughed that much. The last few hours was just us talking. She explained to me that she had torrettes and how it effected her deeply growing up.
Many people made fun of her and the way that her head would randomly go to the side or how certain parts of her body twitched. Including her lips, eyebrows or her eyes. As she was explaining it she had a tic. She tried to hide it. I reached out to sooth her eyebrow that started to kick start.
"Hey its okay, you don't have to hide it around me." Something crossed over her eyes before they softened. She leaned into my hand before she asked me about my life. There wasn't much to know about me. "Um, my mom wasn't present in my life. Like she was there but she wasn't." I say.
Billie shifted on the couch so that her back was to the couch and my body was on her. She leaned back so she could see my face. She placed her hand on my thigh and rubbed my skin. Giving me all her attention.
"My father died when my mother was pregnant with me, she never remarried after that." I frowned, looking off into the distance. "Then I met, who shall not be named, at a party my mother dragged me to. He was looking at me the entire night. The only person who had. Until you." I looked back into Billie's eyes.
She moved her hand from my leg to caress my cheek. "I can't see why." I smiled softly before resting on her chest. "You free tomorrow?" She asked after a while.
"Why you wanna ask me out?" I teasingly asked. Billie grasped my chin to lift my head up. "Maybe, are you free tomorrow?"
I nodded like a school girl being asked by her crush. Except I wasn't a school girl in this moment.
"Great, be ready by eight."
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