Namjoon wanders aimlessly through their fame. When he needed a break, he blindly booked a ticket to Amsterdam where he had an unforgettable night with a stranger.
Soohee was a free bird but she never thought being as free as her could make her stil...
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"We're a family now, Soohee. You, me, and Jun-seo."
That statement is on loop inside my head since I heard it. I find myself staring in space as I travel back home.
My meeting with Namjoon had turned out fine. Fine, meaning I've got to finally deliver the message with no violent reactions or what not. But I never imagined him suggesting us to live under one roof.
I know initially, I would want to ask him to be my 'husband'. What I have in mind was to only pretend. Like when an occasion calls for it, we can pose as a happy family.
But clearly, that wasn't what he was thinking. And I didn't even mention anything about the pretense set up!
"Please, consider it, Soohee."
He said please but I know under the layers, it felt like a command.
How did it come to that?
My hands suddenly starts sweating at the thought of living with him. I mean...I never had a relationship ever. I only slept with him once. Even if he's the father of my son, he's basically a stranger to me...to us.
I also don't know how Jun-seo would react. Will he be happy to meet his dad? Will he want to live with him? How is he gonna act around him?
A part of me wants him to know his father, the other part I want to keep him all by myself. But that's too late now.
"I will think about it, Namjoon. I have to talk to Jun-seo first. And of course, my family. I don't know what they'll think of it."
That's the last thing I told him before I went home.
"Unnie! You need to explain!" Ji-ah burst into Jun-seo's study room. I'm already cleaning up his things. I glanced at his nanny and asked her to take Jun-seo out.
"I know, I know." I told her calmly as I organize my son's crayons.
"Why were you meeting with 'the' Kim Namjoon?" She demanded, crossing her arms against her chest. "Since when did you know each other? I was just talking to you about him days ago!"
I sighed and started putting the papers neatly on the rack.
"Ji-ah...I told him about Jun-seo..." I said quietly.
"Why will you tell him about Jun-seo? Are you dating?"
"What? No!" I denied as I put away Jun-seo's trash.
"So why?" She looked confused. "Why would you tell him that you already have a son?"
"Because he's Jun-seo's father..." I told her, straight in the eye.
I saw her turned speechless. I nodded at her questioning look.
"What?! Kim Namjoon? RM? The father of Jun-seo? How!!!"
