Lx reader oneshots book #1

Until i find her

Based off on a song my sister once played in the car that reminded me of L that song is I would rather die than let you go by Stephen Sanchese ft. Em Beihold
L's pov
It is almost time im abit nervous Watari said ill do great. The truth is i have feelings for yn but i dont know if she feels the same way i do.What she rejects me? i was once rejected it hurt me for a while not even sweets could heal me i was heart broken.I never fell in love again Until now I found her Yn. She is perfect she is sweet when watari isnt around she brings me coffee.But what i am compared to her it brings my chances of being rejected to 40% My thoughts all crumbled down when i saw her Yn she was wearing a beign sweater almost the color of vanilla ice cream She looked like an angel from upclose and far away.Yn walked towards me her smile lighting up the room i couldnt help but blush."Hi Ryu how are you?" "Great but there been something ive been needing to tell you meet me upstairs" "Ok ill be there soon" Yn said she left the room I quickly found the rose watari had left for me to give to Yn in a book the cover of book had a heart with no words or author
heading upstairs I saw Yn on the bed "What did you want to talk about ryuzaki?" "i would like it if you called me L or by my name instead i trust enough because" everything stayed slient for a while.
Yn's Pov
I wonder why its taking a while for L to speak after what felt like minutes L finally spoke up"I I have feelings for you Yn" "B B But i dont know if you feel the same way Its alright if you dont" i was shocked L has feelings me I have feelings for L But i was never brave ehough to confess to L. "L I also have feelings for you but i wasnt brave ehough to talk about my feelings to you" "I didnt know how to tell you im sorry" "Yn im glad you also like me I was scared you would reject me" "Why?" i asked "I once fell in love but was rejected" "The pain of heartbreak hit me hard sweets didnt help" "I promised myself i would never fall in love in fear that it would happen twice" "I never fell in love again until i found her" "Her? what do you mean?" "I found you of course who else?" "I was lost within the darkness but you Yn held the light for me to keep going" I didnt know what to say"Yn do you want to be the love of my life?" L held a rose close to his heart smiling i smiled too "Yes L i want to be yours yours only" "I love you Yn" "I love you too Lawliet" We shared a kissed until a loud noise came from downstairs "Eeeee Yn and L fell in love!"Misa jumped "I knew those two had feelings" Light replied L suddently looked up there was a camera in the room. "What in the Haruhi" (i say that all the time but back to the story -cherry) L giggled "I dont know what the tamaki did just happen? "Watari did the camera happen to say my name?" "No young master ryuzaki your name is safe the camera audio cut off censoring your name" "Thats good i cant have you dead after i just fell for you" I kissed L's cheek "i'll be back i need to put the rose in some water thank you telling me how you felt" "also thank you for the rose Ryu" L was blushing "I love you alot yn dont forget that."