Lx reader oneshots book #1

Anixety

A/n: hello (: this one shot is about social anixety i suffer from anixety and social anixety this oneshot wont be too dark or scary mostly fluffy since it shows how L calms you down after an anixety attack this one is kinda long about 858 words if your willing to read.

"eeeee! im so excited!" Misa squealed "why is that?"the brunette haired boy asked who was Misa amane's boyfriend "well Light its because there is a fancy wedding party at my friend's house do you guys want to come?" "That sounds great what do you say Ryuzaki?"
"sounds lovely Light but i will have to kindly reject im too busy with work" "Aww come on Ryuzaki cant you give up the case for abit" Light asked "how about you Yn?" I sit and think for abit a party did sound fun but you were honestly afarid your awful at being in big crowds you would always cry if it got too scary and honestly you didnt want to be mean to misa "sure ill go" "Awesome Come on Ryuzaki save Your work we are all going" "Yay this going to be fun!" to the party you wore a pretty dress of your favorite color. "Ready your looking beautiful Yn?" the raven haired man in a black suit asked "yes Ryuzaki and thank you your looking handsome!" "Thank you aswell Yn" he blushed and cleared his throat "well lets get going misa and light are waitting downstairs"
(Time skip!)

we arrived at the party everything looked great and beautifully decorated. And so far there wasnt alot of people you could relax without having to fear of people getting to close to you asking you questions "Hey yn want to talk?" the blonde girl came up to you "sure misa what would you like to talk about?" "May i join aswell please? light questioned "the more the merrier Light" Misa replied
(a other Time skip!)

"Wow thats great Light!" Misa and i cheered for Light Light had just got done explaining about police officer lessons with his father when suddenly i noticed the room was filled i began to sweat nervously it seemed like everyone was staring at me "Hey yn are you alright?"light asked "Yeah im fine im going to get some water ill be back" i walked over to where the water cups were and picked one up walking back to the table. i walked some more until i bumped into someone"Hey watch where your going!" cold dripping water was covered all over their clothes "im sorry Madam let me help you" you helped the women dry her clothes with napkins. you realized everyone was staring this time standing there in the spotlight of embrassment you couldnt help but run away in tears to the room next door the guests room "Yn wait!" L called out for you i sat down crying "i didnt mean to do that"
"its all my fault everyone looked at what an idiot i am" i sniffled uncontrollablly crying making it hard to breath 2 warm arms wrapped around me unexpectedly "Yn your not an idiot none of this is your fault""im sorry Ryuzaki im not good in big crowds i always feel like ill mess up or that people with laugh at me" i cried L put his hands on my shoulders "Yn look at me your going to be ok im here now Please follow my breathing deep breath in and deep breath out" he held your hand softly
I took my first breath in then one breath out then 2 more times in and out "good now tell me whats on your mind or what can i do to help" "im just really scared L please hug me abit longer i dont want to go back just yet"
"dont worry Yn these strong warm arms will protect you!"L joked you both laughed together "your funny ryuzaki" you stayed in his arms for while you felt safe all your doubts had left you feeling warm and postive inside "L i think im ready to go back"
heading back to the table where misa and light were. "Ryuzaki yn! what happened?" "Yn was having a panic attack so i helped calm her down" "Awww! you guys look like such a cute couple!" "c-couple!?" both me and ryuzaki stared at each other in shock "we are just friends right yn?" L blushied shyly "yeah just friends" i nervously chuckled deep down i did have feelings for L L came closer to where i was sitting and whispered something in my ear "i could actually fall for you but dont let misa or light know" abit of pink blush lit my cheeks at his words. we all continued chatting until party ended "thank you everyone for joining me i had fun!" Misa said "quite fun indeed" L agreed with Misa "Ryuzaki i wanted to thank you again for helping me" "No problem Yn im here for you" we hugged once more "Cuteee!"Misa squealed "shh! quiet Misa your ruinning their adorable moment"
the hug broke at sunset and we began walking back home to sweet taskforce building home.