I saw you today.
And you looked so happy.
And I wish to be as happy as you seem to be.
But I can't seem to put all the pain to the side, because it's all too much.
You're an idiot for telling me that you'll never leave me.
Because you left me.
You're even more of an idiot for thinking that we could be friends and thinking that I will be able to forget all the romance that occurred between us.
This was probably just a game to you.
But baby, I can't help but be pathetically in love with you.
You were there smiling and laughing with your friends, and I tried to do the same.
I really tried.
I smiled and laughed.
But it was all fake.
Fake, fake, fake, fake, fake.
Fuck you, look what you did to me.
