Hey guys! I am so sorry I haven't updated in the longest.
Everything has been going on great so far to be honest.
I mean, I started talking to this guy Ismael and he is so cute and adorable and just plainly perfect.
I met him via Instagram so we talk through there, he gave me his kik so it would be better to talk.
We have been talking for about like 5 months maybe I don't know.
But I suddenly said the "l" word too soon and he left me on seen and I feel pretty pathetic.
I must have fucking known that a girl like me was not for him.
He was too good for me.
Why did I tell him that I loved him?
Oh, and did I forget to mention that I lost one of the best people in my life?
Her name is Vanessa and she pushed me away too much and now we aren't friends anymore.
She keeps ignoring me like I am worth nothing and the last thing I told her was "it was nice being friends with you, goodbye"
In all honesty, I don't even think she ever gave a fuck about me and that's what makes me so sad.
Being friends with her was amazing while it lasted. I'll be okay eventually over this, but at the moment I am pretty fucking sad.
