Today has been one hell of a roller-coaster.
I had writing class in the afternoon and so we were working on poems and the teacher asked some of us to present in front of the classroom.
I was one of the few that presented.
I was shaking so hard because my poem was about heartbreak... ironic eh?
After I finished reading everyone clapped, I got red and turned the paper in to my teacher.
Everyone yelled out "It was about Christian!" and laughed.
My teacher asked, "Isn't a girl from my homeroom dating Christian?"
Everyone started cracking up more and I got redder than I already was, I felt my throat close up and my eyes slowly watering.
I went back to my seat and put my head down and started softly crying, once everyone noticed that I was crying, they stopped laughing, and my friend gave me tissues.
I went to the bathroom not wanting any attention and broke down in the middle of the hallway.
My friend was by my side trying to make me laugh, and she succeeded.
-Hours Later (After School)-
I was checking my messages and my best friend spammed with with screenshots of a convo with her and Christian.
He said the cutest things about me and I was crying, and I am still crying.
He gives me so many emotions.
I don't even know.
My friend said that he wanted to ask me out but that he was too much of a pussy to do anything.
I am so confused I am screaming.
Someone please help me because I cannot do this all on my own!
