It's been hell.
You were being a complete dick to me yesterday.
You blew me off.
I deserve better than that.
You used to say "Evelyn, I'll always love you. I'll never leave you, or hurt you."
But that shit was a lie.
A big fat lie.
Yesterday I tried talking to you.
You ignored me and left.
Since I was trying to end all of this once and for all, I decided to talk to my old Kindergarten best friend named Melissa.
I found out that she likes my ex.
So, I told her one thing.
I said, "Go for it. You and him would make a cute couple."
And her being the genuinely nice person that she is, said "Are you sure? I don't want to end up hurting you at all. Especially now that we barely started talking again after a few years. I don't want our friendship to fade out. You mean a lot to me."
And I knew right there and then that she also deserved better than Christian.
I don't know how such an amazing person can like such a horrible one.
I can't say that none of this didn't hurt me.
Because it did.
It hurt a lot.
I just need to learn how to move on.
Because....
"We all deserve someone whose presence is enough to soothe our pain."
