Relapse

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It's been coming for a while now.

I've felt it creep up behind me.

It finds me when I'm in the middle of meals or when I've just finished.

Skipped snack and lunch and I couldn't finish dinner.

I feel the hunger in my stomach and it feels like an old friend.

Oh Anna, I've missed you

I love you more than I think I can love anyone else.

I want to tear my arm open.

Rip my skin off and skip meals.

I feel like destroying myself yet again.

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