well the summer after breaking up with Kayla was very good. He was everything I predicted. He was what I needed. a regular teenage relationship. with jokes and teasing and making out. I was also right about how it would end. we both fucked up and it hurt so bad for so long.
and then, very suddenly, it didn't.
we still sit next to each other in Euro and I tease him and he teases me and I guess that's what casual friends do. it's nice. I like it.
I made a lot of friends and I finally found my things.
the things that I'm going to do for the rest of high school.
yearbook. it's one of the best decisions I've ever made.
colorguard. almost a better decision than yearbook.
now I can't imagine a life without them.
I'm overwhelmed by the feeling I'm finally becoming who I'm supposed to be.
a ball of organized chaos that throws flags in the air and loves stories and anything floral.
she loves stories in all their forms. in history, in a story on a page, in English. she hates math and is filled with positive energy.
she's a force of nature. she's super bubbly but she doesn't seem to annoy people.
she's filled with sunshine and she spilling over her edges.
she loves her school and she loves the people there.
yep.
I'm that girl.
and I couldn't be happier.
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Random thoughts
De Todothings that go through my head and sometimes come out of my mouth
