Venting to a stranger || Yoonmin Texting Au ✓

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Saturday 10 2022

Me
I feel like no matter how
Hard i try nothing will
get better.
It's all ways the same.
Why should I try when
it's always gonna be
the same say?
I just want someone
to be proud of me even if I hadn't done that much.
I just don't think
my mom knows how much
life and energy she's
draining out of me.
It's like I'm try to
move forward but everything
is against me and pulling me backwards.
It's really just hard
and my mom stressing me out
and expecting more
from me isn't helping
Like can't just one
person be proud of Me

Unknown number
Damn
Wrong number?

Me
Oh hey.
Didn't know this number
Existed.

Unknown number
Then why'd you text it?

Me
Idk. My online therapist
told me to type out a random
number that most probably won't
exist and vent to it.

Unknown number
Well this one does.

Me
Yeah now I know
Sorry
I kinda expected it
Like how would a number not exist?

Unknown number
It's fine ig.
And actually some numbers do
not exist.
It just happens that this one does.

Me
Sorry again

Unknown number
It's really fine.
Just thinking about this shit therapist thats clearly not doing her job

Me
Yeah I never really
liked therapy I just took it
because my mom made me.
She thought it could help with
my anxiety attacks and shit.
Which is clearly not working

Unknown number
I could only imagine how hard it must be.
I'm sorry you have to go through that.

Me
It's okay.
That's what I tell myself at least.

Me
Sooo
Since this number happened
to exist....
Act like you haven't read that?

Unknown number
Maybe we could vent to another and be even?

Me
Well I'd normally say yes
But I just can't handle my
Own problems to listen to anyone.
I know it isn't fair since I vented and you haven't
I'm so sorry.

Unknown number
Nah just kidding
I don't do venting
I'm a great listener tho
Maybe instead if acting as if I haven't read that, I could help?

Me
Wdym?

Unknown number
I mean like,

Maybe we could talk more.
Maybe be friends.
Wow do I seem like I'm desperate for a friend rn?

Me
Lmao
Kind yeah

Me
I guess.
I mean you could turn out to
be a masked killer but I don't have the energy to stop myself rn
So sure.
Hopefully I don't regret it.

Unknown number
I promise you won't.
Just tell me if you ever feel uncomfortable.

Me
Yk what
Maybe I won't regret this.

Unknown number
Do you wanna get into details
in what happened?

Me
No I think I'm fine now
I mean you don't get to meet
Kind people everyday.

Unknown number
My humble self is thanking you
So, are we introducing ourselfs?

Mr
Idk
Like what exactly?

Unknown number
Name
Gender
Age
Where we live
Pictures if comfortable
And idk what else

Me
You start then
Just so I  can feel safe.

Unknown number
This is very suspicious and
I could be introducing myself to
A murderer rn but fuck it.

Unknown number
I'm min yoongi
I'm a guy
I'm 17
I was born in Daegu but I now
live in Seoul.
And idk

Me
Interests?

Unknown number
Oh I like basketball, rapping
And I also write

Me
Oh like books?

Unknown number
Songs.

Me
Oh that's so cool

Yoongi (New therapist)
Yeah it is.
Thoughit needs a lot of creativity.

Yoongi (New therapist)
Your turn?

Me
What If I said that I was
lying and I'm not actually introducing myself?

Yoongi (New therapist)
Welp
Then imma think you're actually a murderer.

Me
That's not that bad.

Yoongi (New therapist)
At least tell me your pronounce so I know who I'm talking to?
She or he
Or they
Or whoever

Me
If I tell you my pronounce you'll know my gender.

Yoongi (New therapist)
Not really

You could be a girl and use
She he or they

Me
Then I could tell you I'm a guy so you don't flirt with me and you won't even know if I'm lying.

Yoongi (New therapist)
But what if I'm gay?

Me
Then I'll just say I'm a girl

Yoongi (New therapist)
Good point.
Are you really not gonna tell
me anything ABT you?

Me
Maybe
Maybe not
Talk to you later yoongi

Yoongi (New therapist)
Ughhhhhh
Pain killer
Whatevererrr
Byeiguess

Read 5:45 pm.

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