𝐀𝐆𝐄 : 13
𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓 : 1 8 1 8
𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 : bad friends
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Y/n's pov:
Do you ever get that feeling.
That feeling where you feel as though everyone around you hates you.
Where you feel so alone.
So tired of having to sit and listen.
Talking to someone, and them ignoring you.
That's what's going on right now, this past week everything has just been so off. I come into school with my normal friends and they all talk to each other about something that's happened but i didn't even know.
Walking down the school corridors and having to be the one that steps behind them all because it's too small for you all to walk at the same time.
Sitting at lunch eating quietly while everyone else talks. I try to talk, look around and everyone is still talking to everyone else, so i stop talking and look down. I loose my appetite, throw the rest of my un-eaten food in the bin and sit back down.
Notice everyone leaving.
I feel as though i haven't done anything wrong, i feel as though i haven't said anything wrong. I don't know what i've done and i certainly don't know how i'm going to fix it, if i don't know.
I don't know what i'm doing anymore, i have no-one anymore. I'm on my own. I wanna tell my mom but she's working on a new project and it'll be too much distraction for her and i don't want to cause that, so i'm keeping it all to myself.
Currently, i'm in a detention. No surprise here, but i'm watching outside seeing my friends waiting for me as they usually do, but as time rolls on they start walking away slowly. I think they left, but part of me also thinks that there just waiting round the corner.
Once my detention was over, i left the classroom with my stuff and looked down the corridor, finding it empty. I frowned and walked a bit more hoping they'd be standing outside but they weren't.
"Hey, were are yous" I asked down the phone, my only other option was calling them or walking home on my own and i really didn't want to do that
"We left. Your in a detention everyday, it's wasting our time" One of my friends said before hanging up the phone, i sighed swiping around on my phone before calling another contact
"Y/n. Sweetheart, are you alright" Mom answer sounding concerned, i hold back my tears and sniffle quietly away from the phone hoping that she didn't hear
"Please can you pick me up" I ask quietly not wanting my voice to give out, i've had a shit day and the thing i don't want is to walk home alone.
"Why, what's going on why aren't you walking with your friends" Mom asks as people start shouting in the background
"I- Please just pick me up!" I say aggressively and loudly, great! Now she won't want to pick me up because now i'm just getting rude
"Right, don't yell at me Y/n. If you wanted to be pick up so badly, you would be nice about it" Mom scolds through the phone, i sigh wiping a tear from my cheek before apologising
"M' sorry. I didn't mean to, please just pick me up" I say apologetically and start to feel myself getting more and more upset
"Y/n, what's going on sweetheart. Why are you cr-" But before my mom could finish i hang up the phone and let out a sob that i didn't want her to hear so i opened up text messages to text her
mama💞
please, i'm outside school.
I'm sorry for shouting at you.
I didn't mean it.
Mom please it's so cold.
