Losing Grip | Sabigiyuu

a fast Talk

🐉 Question of the day: Horror movies , yes or no?🐉

I ran back to Giyuu, noticing that the ground was slowly freezing and that some leaves broke when you stepped on them. Sometimes you could already see icicles on the trees,It looked really beautiful even if there was no real snow yet.
I wonder if there will be glittering snow again this year?Unfortunately we didn't have that much last time because it was a bit too warm for snow.. While we're on the subject of snow, did you know that Sabito recently said that winter suits Giyuu ? I think that's very romantic if you ask me , but what do I know?

I had almost reached Giyuu, and the sounds of running around got louder as well.
Even if I don't have a topic to talk about right away, I can bring him home because it's getting dark.
And already I saw the well-known forest clearing where Giyuu has trained more than enough in the last few days.
I really hope we can get him out of this hole, I don't want to see us keep losing our friend.

"Good evening, Giyuu" I said as I appeared out of the trees and frozen leafs ,"..-! , Makomo!"
Giyuu seemed to be very surprised.
Besides, he was startled when he heard my voice, didn't he hear me coming? Somehow he looks under pressure.. maybe I should ask another time if we should do something..I just let him know that we should go back, by now even Sabito should be on the way back.
Giyuu gave me a curious look mixed with fear and uncertainty.
"We should go back ,it's going to be dark soon" I murmured, disappointed that I didn't get my idea through.

He nod.

no real answer, nothing. As if he blocked me again as soon as possible.That was a quick conversation. I'll try again tomorrow morning!
I wonder if he is aware of this blocking away, maybe he doesn't even notice it himself?I can already see that I just want to talk things over nicely..

Giyuu took his katana and walked back to the hut with me. There was an awkward silence the whole way back. Giyuu's eyes were sung, he didn't even look at me, it seemed like he was deep in thought.
Oh Giyuu.. how I wish I could look inside your head, it would make it so much easier..
I could finally understand what kind of thoughts terrorize and destroy you so much.. I can see in your eyes that you're hurt, that you have unanswered questions, but unfortunately I don't know which ones or what hurt you so much..

I must have been thinking for a long time because slowly you could see the hut in the distance, a light came from the window of the kitchen. As we finally arrived Giyuu opened the door and closed it behind me, I thank him briefly.

I was right , Sabito was already here. I noticed a questioning look from Sabito, wanting to know if Giyuu had told me anything.I gave him a slight shake of the head so that the others didn't notice.
Sabito seemed very disappointed, but I can understand him, I'm disappointed too. I should have tried talking to him more.
We all sat together at the dining table, I'm glad that Giyuu finally ate with us again, again, the mood at the dining table is very tense and Mr Urokodaki must have noticed that as well.
"did you do anything or why are you three being so quiet?" He joked , no reaction.
He's laugh stopped, "don't worry, nothing happen" Sabito broke the awkward silence.
Why do we lately have so many moments with awkward silence?

The rest of the dinner went normally, master Urokodaki spoke about the village and we listened to him.
While he was telling us all these things, another idea came up to me, Sabito could ask Giyuu to have a sleepover. Maybe then he would open up.

~after the Dinner~

Giyuu and master Urokodaki went both into they're rooms, Sabito and me cleaned the dishes.
"Sabito I had a another idea", I said , he looked over to me"that would be what?" He asked , having his eyes back on the dishes.
"Ask him for a sleepover, who knows , maybe he will open up to you?" I told him and looked at him expectantly.

Pov Sabito

Wonderful, when she looks at me like that I can't say no.. "I'll ask him".
We cleaned the last plates and then I made my way to Giyuu's room.
Makomo probably goes to sleep now , she must be really tired.
Here's the door..

*Knock , knock , knock--*

There he is.
"Sabito?" He asked , he seemed to be a bit sleepy.
Here goes nothing.
"Grab your pillow, sleepover in my room" I said , I'm sure he was about to say no," and I don't accept a no" There we go , now he has to sleep in my room.
Again this fuzzy feeling , No matter what I do I can't control it around him.
After a few seconds of what felt like long drawn out minutes, he finally grabbed his pillow and walked with me into my room in utter silence.