Losing Grip | Sabigiyuu

Kisses and kindness

🐉 Question of the day : what's a memory you love to remember if you like to share ? Mine ; When I was ice skating with my school because I had a good time with my bestie <3🐉

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Night time , after dinner

Giyuu slept again at Sabito's room.
They talked the whole time about the final selection.
they were sitting across from each other in bed, neither of them felt tired.
"I wonder how challenging it will be" Sabito said , Giyuu looked up at him.
"I heard some people didn't return from the final selection.." Giyuu said , he was worried that the three wouldn't return as well.
" I know we're gonna make it, I mean haven't you seen how strong we've gotten" Sabito said with a soft smile , ah yes , how Giyuu loved the soft sided Sabito.
"But what if we're not gonna make it" Giyuu asked , he didn't even know why he had to think about everything in a negative way.
"Shush , I told you we're gonna make it , just believe me"

"I'm trying to believe you" Giyuu said with a small chuckle , "See ? Then there's no problem" Sabito said with his oh-so-knowing grin.
They deepened their eye contact once again, but this time more intensely.
As if the situation in the training chamber before dinner was repeated.
"Can I?" Sabito asked , he nod.
Sabito pulled him closer and kissed him. This time they kissed more intensely. It didn't even feel wrong , no , it felt good and right.
They were so close there was only a small distance between the rest of their bodies.
They're lips moved very slowly at first, but after a while they got faster. And what was a soft and slow kiss in the beginning turned into a kiss full of passion.
Slowly but surely they're started to french kiss. Giyuu felt nervous, oh hell he was nervous.
This was all so new to him.
Of course he was okay with french kissing , but he was worried that he was doing something wrong.
He allowed himself a sneak peek and opened his eyes a bit to see Sabito's reaction while french kissing him.
To his suprise , he looked very pleased and to be honest , that's what Giyuu was as well.
At first it felt very weird and scary but after they're got used to it , it felt better.
Giyuu didn't know how long they kissed, but they had to break away due to air loss.
Both were breathing heavily. The air felt so heated again.
"Are you okay" Sabito asked.
A simple question.
Is he okay?
"Yes .. just overwhelmed - but in a good way" Giyuu replied but stuttered a bit.
Giyuu would never have taken it for granted that the said boy could ever make him feel so nervous and overwhelmed. Sabito smiled at him again , they both did make clear to eachother that they didn't wanted to go as far to have $ex with eachother, well , not at 15.
They knew they were allowed to have it , but they just didn't felt comfortable, from both sides , Giyuu's and Sabito's.

The rest of the night went very chill. They talked for some more minutes.
There wasn't a specific topic they're talked about , just random things like funny moments that happen to them or how scary Mr Urokodaki sometimes was.
But then , Giyuu had a question inside of his head.

What were they now?

A couple? Secret couple? Or was this just a one thing kiss , no , I mean they kissed twice now.. but maybe Sabito wanted to stop ?
Could he just ask that, what would Sabito think? Maybe it was even self-evident what they were for Sabito? However, it was still unclear for Giyuu.

"Sabito I have a question" He started , Sabito immediately got curious. "What are we" , Sabito's facial expression remained the same, the corners of his mouth were normal and rested in their normal place. His eyes were piercing him, he was focused on Giyuu's sentence.
He sighed.
"Depends Giyuu, what do you want us to be" Sabito asked , what did Giyuu want?
Of course his dream was to be together with him, but how could you form that into words without sounding weird?

Giyuu hesitated.
"I don't know.. all I know is that your making me feel things I'd never felt before. I must sound weird but I don't know how to say it in any other way.
I adore you ,a lot. Your cool..and brave ,.. well sometimes" Giyuu said the last thing with a small laugh and heard a small "hey!" From Sabito as a joke followed with a laugh. "I just feel safe around you .. I guess I would like to idea of you know.. holding hands with you and stuff.." Giyuu mumbled a bit , Sabito smiled "Cheesy idiot , but that's what I love about you"
Giyuu smiled but was also scared of Sabito's next sentence.
"Now to answer your question and to form it like your words , I would like holding hands with you as well , I would even like kissing you more then just this. If you would agree , I would love to be in a relationship with you , Giyuu"
Giyuu's heart raced again, He was sure that one day he would have a heart attack because of this boy, his chest heated up once again.

"I would love to as well" was the last thing Giyuu said before kissing Sabito again.
Sabito didn't expect Giyuu to kiss him Because he knew how shy and how holding-back he was.
But he enjoyed it.
Giyuu's were so soft and tasted lightly like strawberry.

Sabito made an effort to process all this , I mean , now his allowed to call Giyuu his boyfriend. It was such an amazing feeling.
None of them cared for Makomo's or Mr Urokodaki opinion on that.
It's private stuff after all and they don't affect any one else so what?

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WOOO finally I can write some kissing , I really hope the chapters aren't much rushed.
I often even add some things so it would be longer-