𝐁𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭

𝐆𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝

𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒆, 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒔𝒂𝒚 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅𝒃𝒚𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓

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The next thing I remember, I woke up in a hospital.. I didn't know where I was at first, but then I saw my family and friends surrounding me, looked so worried.

" Where am I? " I tried to open my eyes, the light was so strong, It's like I've been away for days..

" Oh my love! Are you okay! " My mom rushed to me

" Doctor! she is awake! " My sister called the doctor into the room..

He checked on me, I wanted to ask him what happened, I can't really remember well..

" What happened? " I asked

" Oh Mikky " my mom said with tears in hear eyes, I didn't know what this was all about

And then I felt it, the emptiness, like I'm hollow..

" Oh my god " I cried, I realized it then, I was with no baby inside me, I didn't feel it..

" Mikky, I'm so sorry.. " Jenna said and held my hand and started to cry too..

" Have I lost it! " I wanted to make sure, even though I knew it in myself..

" I'm so sorry baby " My mom cried beside my bed

" Where is Frenkie?? " I was covered in tears, I needed him, but he wasn't there..

" Are you still asking for that asshole!! " Jenna was so angry

" Baby, he is the reason why you lost your baby, The doctor said you were violently raped, resulting in the loss of the child! " My mom tried to handle her tone, she was so angry too

She blamed herself I know, cause she turned a blind eye when she saw my brusuis, she knew it in her heart he was abusing me, but she didn't want me to go back to the poverty in Spain again..

She was hardly supporting my sister and brother..

She blamed herself now that I'm completely a mess, that he could've killed me..

" You should press charges, Mikky! " Olivia raised her voice

" No! Please we don't want it to be a scandal! He can make up for what he did by paying a sum of money and we won't press charges against him " my mom said, I couldn't believe a word of what she has said!!

" Really?? Are you still thinking about money mother!! It's my body that's been abused! It's my dignity that I lost!! " I started to lose it

" Please Aunt Mary just leave us " Jenna said to my mom as she gave me a blaming look as she left the room..

" I can't believe her " I cried for Jenna to hug me tight..

" Frenkie came this morning, but your dad kicked him out of the hospital and told him he didn't want to see his face again here " She told me

" I can't believe he did it, Jenna.. did he know? About me losing the baby? " I wanted a thread to hold onto..

" He knew from the doctor, actually the hospital wanted to press charges, but they waited for you to wake up first, I think I saw your mother speaks with him before he left the hospital.. " she said

" I'm sure she told him about the money she wants for return, she refused to press charges from the beginning! She was only playing me! " I was destroyed

" Mikky, Promise me you won't think about that guy again, you'll grow stronger and you'll be fine.. love will find you again with someone who deserves you, who treats you like a queen you're! " She held my hands and gazed in my eyes while saying it

" I want closure Jenna, I want him to tell me why! I want to see him begging on his knees! " I was so frustrated

" I will call him, but when your dad leaves " she said

" Thank you.. " I hugged her

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Later that day, my dad left to fetsh me some clothes and good food..

Jenna called Frenkie and he was so surprised, he came as fast as he could..

I wasn't so ready to see his face, knowing he is the reason why I can't be normal again..

He entered the room and Jenna left us alone..

" Mikky.. " he said but I stopped him

" Look what you did to me, Frenkie " I laughed in my tears..

" I swear I didn't know you were pregnant, please Mikky just give me another chance! I promise I will change! I'll be a better man for you! We can even have another baby together, and start a family! What do you say! Huh? " He rushed in talking, Do I have to die so he can change for me??

" I don't want a family with you, Frenkie! You had your fucking chance! You had chances!! Have you ever changed?! You were abusing me over and over again for 7 years since you started your career! And I was so patient with you! I said maybe you were stressed, I made a million excuses for you! I can't be with you, I lost everything! " I cried alot while I finally stood up to him!

" I'm so sorry you had to go through that, Mikky! I know I was a jerk! I don't deserve you, please! " He fell to his knees beside my bed, I swear I saw tears in his eyes

" If you ever loved me once in your life, leave me " I said and held his hands

" Please, I'm begging you! " He bursted into tears

My heart was tearing apart seeing him in that condition, but he condiments us to this

" I don't wanna ever see you again, I will even leave the country, I promise I won't press charges against you, and I don't even want your stupid money, just leave me alone.. " I uttered the final words as I saw my heart dying in front of me, but for the first time in my life I felt strong..

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𝐓𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞𝐝