𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒂 𝒅𝒊𝒇𝒇𝒊𝒄𝒖𝒍𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒍 𝑻𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒖𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓,'𝑪𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝑰'𝒎 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓,𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒏𝒐𝒘!
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The time that passed after the breakup was quite hard on me, I cried, I screamed, I didn't eat for days, cried again, but eventually I accepted it. I'm on my own now, there is no Frenkie to support me, there is no one..
I left my family's home. I couldn't stay with them, I couldn't look my mom in the face. Everything just reminded me of the naive me, I went to London to start a new life.
I won't say he never tried to reach me, he did. He tried to reach me through my friends, my mom, my sister, but I didn't care much. I didn't want anything to do with him..
I tried to build a life for myself, and the first step was to find a job that suits me. I searched a lot but the karma wouldn't let me stay far away from football career. I found a job, a sports interviewer, that was my degree after all. I loved working in the press. I wanted to build up my career, but Frenkie never allowed me, now I have the chance to discover myself.
I started the job as soon as possible. I made friends, I was happy for the first time, it's true what they say, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger! I was stronger, more than ever! I finally saw that life without Frenkie is full of chances everywhere! I was able to find my own path in life..
And I met someone, he is a footballer too, hilarious right! His name is Kai Havertz, I guess you all recognized him! He is a German boy. He plays for Chelsea football team, and in Germany national team..
I actually met him in a funny way. I was about to go home after a meeting, and my tire was completely out! And there I found that man coming right up to me, to assist me.. and that was quite strange..
" Dead tire " he smiled at me
" Yeah, unfortunately " I smiled back
" I could help.. " he said humbly
" Oh, thank you... You're a life saver.. " I smiled at him. He was so handsome, the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen, so deep, so olive-brown.. I felt like I saw him before, I just couldn't remember where!
He really helped me to change my dead tire, and I watched him as he did it. He was so hot, his arm's veins so clear to me, his tanned skin, I couldn't ask for more..
" It's okay now, you're ready to go! " He said as he stood up
" Thank you... " I didn't know his name
" Kai " it's like he knew what I was thinking of
" Mikky " and now I gave him mine
" Nice to meet you Mikky.. " he shacked my hand
I couldn't stop smiling, I didn't know who he was then, and that's the funny thing. I hit the road and went home just chilling and watching TV.
I was flipping through the channels, and I saw an old match of Chelsea vs Liverpool..
And that's what made me chock on my food, I saw his face in the field. He is a footballer then!
I couldn't believe my eyes, the man who helped me to change my tire and was so humble, is actually a football player and he is actually good!
Frenkie would never do it for anyone. He sees himself above every one, like he is some kind of a God, but he is not.
I met him again when I went to interview some players. He recognized me and smiled..
That was the first time I was so excited about finishing my work today. I finished then went to my office, somehow I felt that he'd follow me...
" Mikky, Am I correct? " He was leaning against the door of my office..
" Kai Havertz, the talented player, to what do I owe the pleasure? " I smiled
" I guess if I said I was a footballer then, you wouldn't talk to me right? " He said
" Why? " I was confused
" Maybe you hate them all footballers now.. " he grinned at me
" Why do I hate them? " I actually felt like he knew something
" You interview them all the time, it must be so exhausted! " He laughed
" Ahhh right " I smiled that relief smile, for a second I thought he knew about me and Frenkie
" So, do you have any plans for tonight? " He asked, Is he planning on taking me on a date?
" Actually no, I'm free " I replied
" Cool then, I was hitting a low profile restaurant to try some new food which I'm not actually sure whether it's good or nasty. Do you wanna share the french fries with me? " He asked me nicely and smiled, actually he was so funny and I really wanted to go with him, but my insecurities stopped me. It took me minutes to reply to him..
" You don't want to right? " I guess he got tired of my silence
" Oh! No! It would really be my pleasure.. " I smiled
" I'll pick you up at 7:00PM " he said
" Okay, but you don't know my address " I said
" Send it to me, I left my number on your desk right before you came in " he smiled and winked at me, as he left the room
My heart literally melted, would I give myself another chance? Or I'll keep on finding Frenkie's ghost everywhere I go!
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