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Months have passed since Kai left me, I was alone, he thrived, he grew his hair back, he met a new girl like I never happened, they've even won the champions league..

He was happy, well I wasn't..

What if I said yes to him? What if I wasn't so stupid and give him a second chance!

I can't say I don't miss Kai, his smile, his olive eyes, his way of roaming around the room giving me butterflies.. I can't just cut his memory loose, I don't know what to do just to get over him..

So I decided to call him..

" Hi.. who is this? " He said, so he deleted my number..

" Hey Kai it's Mikky.. " I felt awkward

" Hey Mikky, how are you? " He was polite and nice, I thought he would hang up

" I'm fine.. I just called to say congratulations.. " I said..

" Thank you, it's so nice of you to say that.. " and I could feel that he smiled from the other side..

" No Kai, thank you.. for everything! You deserved it, and I'm so happy for you really.. I heard about Sophia.. " I swear I could hear my heart shattering into million pieces

" Yeah Sophia, she is a really nice girl.. " his voice was so confused

" I'm sorry for bothering you, and congratulations again.. " I said and hanged up..

I remember that I cried alot after, I've wasted the right one for the bad one, I ruined my life for me..

I kept on seeing their pictures on Instagram, he looked so happy, I touched his face on the screen, putting my hands on what was once mine..

I thought me and him were forever.. and it's all my fault..

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On the other hand I never spoke to Frenkie again, he was still stalking me on social media from fake accounts and I knew..

I guess it's time to move on with my life and accept the loss,..

And then my phone rang and it was unknown number..

" Hello? " I took the call

" Please don't hang up.. " I heard his voice from the other side

" What do you want, Frenkie.. " I was so upset

" I want us to meet, I want to explain everything, please just give me this one chance.. " he begged me over the phone

" I don't ever wanna see you again, remember! " I kinda yelled out of frustration

" I'm sorry about Kai.. I knew what happened.. " he said, such a bragger

" You shouldn't say his name after what you have done to him.. " I couldn't believe that he brought up his name!

" There is no proof that it was me! " He said

" I knew it was you, you wanted to ruin the boy's life, he never did anything wrong.. " I was so angry

" He did, when he took something that wasn't his.. " is he being for real!

" So you consider me as one of your belongings, just something.. " I exploded

" No! Don't get me wrong.. please that wasn't what I meant.. I still love you, Mikky! " He rushed over words

" You just can't love something unless there's something in it for you.. and you enjoyed playing me.. " I was about to cry

" I loved you deeply! You know that! " He wanted to make up and I knew

" I tried to experience love to the fullest, the good and the bad.. I wanted to make sure I lived every moment of my life right.. you wasted my time, and I wasted Kai's .. " I said

" I'm sorry I made you feel like that, If you don't want anything to do with me I'll respect your wishes.. " finally he said something rational

" Just leave me alone, I want to leave this all behind.. " I said..

The call ended and everything ended with it, all of us were lessons in each other's lives... I needed to leave Frenkie so I can grow up, and so he can learn his lessons, I had to leave Kai cause I was such a bad influence on him, he found his path in life, he found a way to be happy..

Everything changed from there, Kai continued on thriving, but that doesn't mean he didn't has his ups and downs..

Frenkie continued his life and his career, he never took another girlfriend, he just thought he was too corrupted to feel love again, and there is no redemption for him.. it was simply too late..

I traveled back to my country, had a new job in a whole other field, I worked as a teacher for little kids..

I finally found my happiness away from footballers, and football careers..

Being famous isn't everything, you can't live your life under everyone's eyes..

I think it isn't too late for me, not yet..

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