thirtysix • truly living is what I want

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I am nothing yet I know I'm all.
I am,
therefore I know I will always be.

Responsible for my own reality.

Trying to be the best version of me.

The kind of person who will see,
that being free,
means being true to me.

Being myself,
means striving for health.

Letting friends
give helping hands.

And making my heart
truly a work of art.

Trying means sometimes crying.

And being, means sometimes bleeding.

What comes after trying and being,
and crying and bleeding?

Laughter,
and maybe even happily ever after.

Loving someone, is sometimes hurting them without even meaning.

I break and and I put friendships at stake.
And still I receive love.

Thus I'll never stop trying,
defeating my demon.

I'll never stop beating,
the dark and the misleading.

I wanna live
and I wanna love.

I wanna give
to whom I love.

Living.

Truly living is what I want.

©️ TrueTrizz

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