I loved and I hated.
I laughed yet I cried.
I shout,
no sound comes out.
My mouth smiles - my eyes dull.
I try and I fail.
I feel all,
causing me to fall.
My hands - hands of a stranger.
My memories - memories of another.
Daylight is spare,
the darkness in my heart doesn't care.
Coldness,
Hate,
towards the body I used to call mine.
I've forgotten how it feels to be fine.
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White Lies • a decade's diary
PoetryAbout the girl I used to be, am currently and will be in the future. • » Look in the mirror and you'll see me clearer « • white lie noun plural noun: white lies a harmless or trivial lie, especially one told to avoid hurting someone's feelings.
