[DISCONTINUED] The only one I see • Tomboo/Allium duo

Chapter 8

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This is a short little A/N, but I just checked and it has like 300 reads so thanks for that 😭
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Tommy POV:
It was honestly a pretty relaxed day with Ranboo, we just watched some movies together and cuddled on the couch. He kept me close the entire time, and definitely tried his best to pretend that he was enjoying my favorite musicals. We had a little system where we'd watch a movie he loved, then one I loved. But mine were almost never movies, mainly just musicals. Even if Ran didn't like them, he pretended to for me. I just couldn't get my mind off him cheating on me. Was it really cheating, though? Were we officially together? A million questions raced through my head, but there was one that kept coming back. Over and over.

'Does he really love me?' I kept asking myself, until my head hurt. If Ranboo actually loved me, maybe he wouldn't be texting 'Bee Boy' or whatever the hell he's called. It shouldn't matter this much to me, should it? He obviously cared about this person. I shouldn't have gotten in the way of that. If I had known I swear I would have backed off from Ranboo! Part of me wondered if Ran would ever choose between us, but when he came back inside, he looked a little pissed off and confused. I couldn't really focus on 'Hamilton,' too busy thinking over all of this. It was my favorite musical ever, don't get me wrong, but I think i'd prefer to talk to Ranboo about all of this. He was just scratching right behind my ear, which helped me relax a little, but everything was just a complete mystery to me. I only found out he was cheating by glancing at his phone, and from the text I saw, he seemed like he didn't want to be here with me. If he left, i'd be fine. Well, that's what I kept telling myself for the small reassurance it gave. I'd just keep repeating it until it was actually true, because i'm not supposed to be reliant on anyone. That's what I was taught. I had to do everything for myself, and I could never get attached because I was a freak. An unlovable freak. According to everyone except Ranboo, it seemed. He loved me! At least he pretended to. Was that all it was? One big act? How long had he and this boy been talking? I wasn't getting cheated on, was I? I was the boy Ranboo was cheating with. Something about that made me feel sick to my stomach, and I hated it. More than anything, really. I got off Ranboos lap, opting to sit next to him instead. He seemed a little upset, but I needed to be off him. I could just lean my head on his shoulder, so we didn't have to be touching as much. As much as I loved his touch, I needed to be away from it for a minute. But if I got up he'd just worry. So I stayed on the couch, leaning my head on his shoulder and trying to focus on the musical the best I could.

Ranboo POV:
Tommy was really starting to worry me, honestly. He's been acting slightly off ever since I came back in. Did he know? But i've hidden it so well! Shit. I opened a text from Tubbo when he was right on my lap. He definitely found out that way, then. Stupid me. I probably broke the poor bunny's heart. If only I could tell him I just chose. Well, I can, actually. What's stopping me? Fear, probably. The fear that he's gonna leave me once I tell him. But I just need to get over it, get over myself for once. My whole life, it's all been about my own feelings, thinking too much about myself. I needed to think about Tom's feelings. He moved off my lap, which definitely surprised me and pulled me out of my twisted thoughts. I just needed to tell him, and get it over with. Then we could actually be happy together, and this relationship could last. I really wanted it to last. I do love Tommy, he's my little bunny, after all. Picking up the remote, I turned off the TV and then spoke.

"I know that you found out I was cheating, but when I stepped out, I ended it with Tubbo. I just want to be with you, bun."

I made sure to keep my tone soft, so Tommy wouldn't be too upset, hopefully. He smiled softly from what I could tell, and was obviously happy that I told him. He moved back onto my lap, and I couldn't help but realize that he had a sweeter scent than usual. (Little smut warning ahead, trust me it's not that bad!) He was grinding against my thigh, but he didn't seem to realize he was doing it. Helping him out couldn't hurt, right?

"Tom, you want some help with your little.. problem?" I tried to sound as seductive as possible, motioning my head down. Then Tommy seemed to realise what he was doing, but he didn't stop. He even sped up a little. His scent was making him irresistible. Tom must have been going into heat, because he seemed oh so desperate. But I didn't mind! If he needed help, i'd gladly help my bunny. I took off his clothes, leaving the sweatshirt on though. Only because I found it so cute that he was still wearing some of my clothes. I stripped as well, and he kept grinding against me. He eventually slowed his pace a little, and that was my opportunity to put my hands on his hips, stopping his desperate movements quickly. He let out a little whine, and god he was so adorable to me. I had him get on his knees on the floor, and he immediately knew what to do. Tommy was a virgin, and I didn't want to fuck him just yet. I was surprised, though, because giving me a blowjob almost seemed natural to him. I held his hair, forcing his head down and cumming down his throat after just a few minutes. It had been a while, after all. He pulled off, a bit of my cum dripping down his chin. I wiped off his face, smiling softly down at him. He did an amazing job swallowing most of it, so I wasn't gonna punish him for letting a little bit out. That would just be cruel. I put the rest of his clothes back on, and put mine back on after a few more minutes coming down from my orgasm. He moved back onto my lap immediately after, still panting a little.

"Good job, bunny. Such a good boy for me, huh?" I praised him, petting his head gently. We just continued watching the movie after that, me squeezing him every so often gently. I made sure to light a candle near us, just so Tom didn't get so worked up again.

A/N
Listen, I know my smut is bad but like😭 Anyway, this was like 1150 words or something. Thanks for reading! (Also, i'm popular enough to get weird comments now so that's fun!)