[DISCONTINUED] The only one I see • Tomboo/Allium duo

Chapter 11

A/N:This is lowkey like angsty but kinda fluff? Idk, can't be worse than the last chapter. ALSO SORRY ITS BEEN SO LONG BUT IVE BEEN BUSY AND MY LAPTOP IS REFUSING TO WORK SO-
Tommy POV:
I was back home. Well, not exactly home. Ranboo's apartment. But I was safe, away from him. God, it makes me sick to just say his name. He fucking raped me, all because I stole his boyfriend. I didn't fucking know Ranboo was cheating, and he just rapes me. He was obviously drunk. Too drunk to think. Or maybe he could think, and he just had to get his hands on me. Whatever the case, I hated him for it. But Ranboo was gonna protect me from now on. That's what he promised he'd do, anyway. He wasn't there to protect me from that drunk idiot, though. So was it just an empty promise? I'm tired of empty promises. That's all it's been through my life, empty promises of things that never happened. Ranboo promised to protect me, and yet he hadn't. He wasn't there to protect me from Tubbo, was he? Sure, he probably beat the shit out of him after it happened, but it still happened. So why should I believe his promise? He doesn't know if he'll break it or not, and neither do I. Expect disappointment, and you'll never be disappointed. That's what i've told myself, for the longest time. So I can't get my hopes up that he'll be there to protect me in the future. Ranboo wouldn't make an empty promise, but he can't know what's gonna happen. So he can't protect me from everything. But it should've been a nice reassurance. If I didn't overthink it, that is. That's what I usually do, though. Overthink things a stupid amount, because nothing can ever be nice for me. That's what I get, I suppose. I had a fucked up childhood, fucked up life in general. So, I suppose there's bound to be some mental issues.

Ranboo POV:
I should have been there. I should have kept my eyes on Tommy. Why did I let him out of my sight?! Fuck, fuck fuck fuck. I should've been there to stop Tubbo. He did something fucking unthinkable to Tommy. Something that's gonna mentally effect him for a while. Hell, it's basically my fault. If I didn't cheat then Tubbo wouldn't have touched Tommy, he wouldn't have raped Tommy. It was all just.. fucked, basically. Why didn't I keep Tommy in sight, why couldn't he just stay in my line of sight? I looked away for a minute to serve a customer, and he was gone! Fuck Tubbo, fuck it all. Tommy wasn't going back to that stupid job, that was for sure. I'll take care of him, i'll buy him everything, cook for him. Hell, he can just live with me at this point. As long as he's not alone. Who the hell knows what lengths Tubbo will go to just to rape Tommy again? Well, he can move in if he wants. But I imagine he's scared to be alone, who wouldn't be after getting raped?

Enough about Tubbo. Enough about the whole situation, actually. There was something much more important, and that thing was Tommy. Not that he's a thing. He's a person. He's the most important person in the world. And I needed to take care of him. I started making some tea and hot chocolate, because I wasn't sure what Tom would prefer. Obviously he seemed like a hot chocolate person because he's so sweet (and hot), but everyone likes tea. And tea's comforting. Maybe I shouldn't focus on it too much. I sliced the top off some strawberry's and cut up some bananas, making a little fruit bowl for Tommy.

I should probably get back to him soon, actually. He whined when I get off the couch. Literally whined just because I went to the kitchen. Which is completely understandable and completely okay. I mean, something fucking terrible happened to him. Who would want to be left alone after something like that? But his tea would probably be done in a few minutes, as well as the hot chocolate if that's what he wanted.

I walked out of the kitchen and back to the couch, sitting next to Tommy and giving him a kiss on the top of his head. It was a little awkward with his ears but I made it work, of course. He snuggled into me, and I wrapped an arm around him. I had to go back to the kitchen, though. Because I couldn't just leave boiling water just fucking sitting there. But he looked so comfortable and I just.. No, it didn't matter. Well, it did. But he also probably needed tea or something and I had to grab that for him.

I got up, which Tommy whined in response to. "I'm sorry baby. I'm just gonna go grab some stuff for you, okay? I'll be right back, I promise." I looked down at him apologetically and speed-walked to the kitchen, getting his tea and hot chocolate as well as the bowl of fruit. I set it all on a little tray and brought it back to him.

Tommy looked up and saw the tray, sitting upright so he could eat and shit, I'm assuming. I sat next to him and put the tray on the coffee table.

"I made you tea or hot chocolate, whichever one you want. And a little bowl of fruit if you want to eat something." I said gently to him. That was something I was being careful about. Speaking gently. I didn't know what could upset him, so I didn't want to risk anything. Not that I'd like yell at him or anything. I would never! But speaking in like a super gentle tone was just my way of making sure he felt safe and comfortable. He picked up the bowl of fruit, and ate a little bit of it. He then set it down after maybe five minutes, three of which he just spent staring into space.

"Can.. Can we watch The Little Mermaid? I know it's like a.. a kids movie and shit but it's like.. comforting." He asked me, and I literally died. Not from his cuteness, but because of the way he spoke. It sounded so broken. So defeated. God, if I ever saw Tubbo again... Nevermind. I didn't need to think about that.

"Of course, bunny. Anything for you." I grabbed the remote and turned on the movie, Tommy snuggling into my side as soon as it started, and me wrapping an arm around him. He was safe. I wasn't gonna let anything bad happen to him again. I'm going to protect him. My bunny's gonna be safe.

A/N
Okay so i'm sorry it's been so long. Also sorry the ending to this chapter makes ranboo sound so god damn possessive i promise he's not like that but- anyway. I'll try to keep a more consistent uploading schedule but no promises. I'm getting my laptop fixed tomorrow though so- hopefully more chapters? Anyway this was like 1052 words or smth. Thanks for the support besties