[DISCONTINUED] The only one I see • Tomboo/Allium duo

Chapter 7

Ranboo POV:
I'm guilty. Guilty of something so terrible, I can never tell Tommy. It would break his heart. I've been.. seeing someone else. Tom is so amazing, and i've been cheating on him. I'm so disgusting. How could I do this to him? I'm Tom's first fucking boyfriend, the first person who cared about him, and i've been cheating. I need to choose, but it's so.. difficult. Tommy can be a little clingy, and don't get me wrong, it's cute, but sometimes it's a lot. And this other boy, Tubbo, he's so amazing too. We've been fucking around for a while, and I tried to stop when I started to see Tommy, but he's so enticing. Like the forbidden fruit. Fuck, I feel like Eve right now. It sounds stupid, and i'm an asshole, but I can't choose between them! It's like choosing between the two best people on this planet to me. I've never met anyone better than them, but I know Tommy would hate me if I told him. I need to choose, and soon, because Tubbo just texted me an unfair ultimatum. But who am I to call it unfair?
(Tubbos gonna be in bold, Ran in italics for texts)

Bee boy<3:Ran do you wanna come over?

                                                      Ran<3:I can't, hon, im stuck here with blondie :(
Bee boy<3:Fine, but you need to choose between us soon, Ran. It's not fair for either of us. I'm giving you the week, then i'm gonna tell him if you don't choose. Talk to you later, Boo.
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I read the text, and it fucking stung. I don't want to have to choose between them, but Tubbo isn't giving me any choice here! How am I supposed to choose between the two cutest boys in this entire fucking world? Deep down, I know he's right, but I still can't choose. If only I could just date them both. That would be the perfect solution for me. I'm a terrible person, aren't I? I just need to think about this a little harder. Fuck, i'm still at Tommy's, aren't I? I need to cuddle him. Comfort him. See if he makes me feel.. okay. I sat down with him in my lap a while ago, apparently. But I must've disassociated a while ago, because I barely remembered or even realized. When I came back to reality, really, Tom looked so worried. I reached a hand up, scratching behind his ear to reassure him everything was fine, and that he didn't need to worry.

"I'm fine, bunny, don't worry alright?" I said in a gentle tone, biting at my lip. Tommy seemed so in love with me, I felt so bad. I did love him! Didn't I? Have I been lying to him about that too? I think i've chosen. But what if Tommy finds out? What if he hates me? No, there's no way he can ever find out. I've hidden it from him too well. But Tubbo knows. What if he tells Tommy? I push him gently off my lap, giving him a small forehead kiss and telling him i'll be right back. I went outside, standing just by Tommys front door and calling Tubbo. To my surprise, he picked up almost immediately.
(Again, Ran in italics and Tubbo in bold even if it's a call idrc)
"Bee.. I've made up my mind.."
"Who'd you choose, R-Ran..?"

Fuck. Tubbo never stuttered unless he was scared of an answer, or anxious. He must know who i've picked. I feel like shit, but it's for the best. Right?
"Tom.. I'm so sorry, B-"
"Don't apologize to me, Ran. Go cuddle with your new 'boyfriend' who we all know you'll just use as a cocksleeve, just like you did to me!"
"Tubbo you-"

Then he hung up. Leaving me confused, and scared of him telling Tommy. I knew he would be upset, but.. I didn't use him like that! I cared about Tubbo! I swear to god I did! But Tommy is who i'm meant to be with. I can just feel it. But it still stings. Does he really believe i'm just going to use Tom for his body? I would never. Just to clear my head, I took a few deep breaths and then headed back inside. Back on the couch, Tommy got right back into my lap. I pet his hair a little, and he gladly leaned into the touch. He was cute, and definitely better than Tubbo. At least he didn't get pissed all the time over trivial things. I swear, he would get mad at me for the most minuscule things! Tommy wasn't like that, though. He was so sweet, and just wanted to be happy in a relationship. I think I only stayed with Tubbo because I couldn't find anyone else. But now we're broken up, and I want to stay with Tom. It's stupid to imagine I could ever leave him, or cheat on him. But I still did. I'll feel terrible about that, for as long as i'm with him, but i'd never do it again. Not in a million years. Not ever, actually.

Short little Tommy POV:
I know Ran has been cheating. I might've seen a tiny glance of his phone, and he was texting someone named "Bee boy" who had a heart next to his contact. Wasn't there someone at the club who had some weird obsession with bees? I think so. Tubbo or something was his name. How long have they been.. together? When Ranboo was outside, I started to cry. But this time, it was different. The tears.. they had this red tint to them. It was so scary. I wiped my tears, trying to focus on anything else. Ranboo came back inside, looking so confused. I hopped back in his lap, and he played with my hair, which helped me to calm down. I would ask him about it later, and we would be alright.. Hopefully we'd be fine. I can't imagine being without Ran.

A/N
Words:Close to 1000, probably a little above. This is a little bit of a stupid chapter, and I was mildly disassociating when I was writing this shit. (Not fun!) Drink water, all that good shit. I'll try to update more. But no promises, because i'm a busy person with shit to do.