After Hazel was left alone once again, she falls into a continuous downward spiral no one seems to get her out of. But with the pack treating her as one of their own it seems like she could almost be normal
it doesn't help her feel any better from...
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Chapter 7
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"SO I HEARD THAT YOUR DAD WENT TO BILLY AND JACOB'S FOR THANKSGIVING" HAZEL SPOKE TO BELLA AS THEY SAT IN BELLAS ROOM. Hazel didn't always speak since she never expected an answer but sometimes she liked to in case Bella decided to
Bella did speak. She was in a death like state. But she did speak, just not a lot of the time
but she got no answer, once again, and once she checked the time she decided to get going
She hadn't had a good night, her dreams plagued with nightmares of everything; her parents death and Jasper. Overall she was running off, 5 hours sleep for the past 4 days and she was way too tired to think
"I'll speak to you later Bella" she turned around and went to head out of the door but a voice stopped her
"Don't" she turned back to Bella confused
"Huh?" Bella got up, her chair screeching at the abruptness
"Don't. Dont visit me. Don't sit with me at lunch! Just leave me alone!" Bella towered over Hazel who shrunk in on herself. She was just trying to help, to make Bella seem like she wasn't alone
"Bella I-"
"No! You don't know how I feel! You got over Jasper like he was nothing! Like you never loved him! Well I loved Edward! And you- you're a whore who just pretended to like Jasper because now he's gone you don't care!" Tears were racing down hazels cheeks as Bella shouted at her. She didn't know Hazel, or what she's going through
"I'm dying" she whispered making Bella's eyes snap to hers, confusion latched on
"I'm physically dying and even when I'm immortal it won't matter, because this isnt a mortal thing. It's a mate thing, so I can still die. Jasper was my mate and now that he's gone my body's deteriorating. But I have to pretend im happy because if- when- I do die. I don't want anyone knowing how depressed I was before. I don't want to put everyone through the burden of me being upset because when I die it won't matter anyways. I love Jasper. Mate bond or not and you do not get to tell me anything. Because you can live without Edward, you just choose not to" Bella's mouth was opening and closing in shock at the words Hazel spoke but she didn't get a chance to say anything because Hazel had rushed out of the room in tears
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