Chapter 40

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Zayn’s P.O.V – 2 days after arriving back in England-

I was sat on the sofa staring blankly at the T.V that was showing a movie Perrie picked out. I couldn’t concentrate on it my mind was elsewhere , I knew exactly where it was but I wasn’t going to admit that to myself, I need to forget about her and move on just like we agreed. I knew that wasn’t what I wanted or what she wanted but it was for the best.  Perrie has been gone for about 20 minutes she said that she wanted to use some hair spray because she was about to go out with the girls.

“Perrie? What are you doing? You have been in my room for ages! You said you only needed hair spay” I said getting up from the sofa, I walked quickly through my house to see Perrie sitting on my bed.

“Perrie wha-”

“Zayn! You were going to… Propose to me?” she said her eyes turning watery from happiness.

That’s when I noticed the little blue box in her hand that was open, with the amazing ring that was fit for Nik- Uh yeah.

“Listen Perrie I-” but she engulfed me in a hug before I had time to finish of my sentence.

“Oh Zayn! I love it! It’s amazing! I have to start planning straight away… We leave in a month for our Little Mix tour and you in just over a month for you aussie tour! so we can have the wedding before we go!” she said happily as she pulled away and sliped on the ring

“Listen Perrie I-”

“Oh god Zayn, I gotta run! I’ll talk to you tonight ok?” She said Kissing my cheek before hurrying out of the apartment.

I went over to my bed and slumped down, I rubbed my face with my hands… I needed advice because this is one big shitty mess and I'm clueless.

“Liam?” I said as the ringing tone stopped and someone answered.

“What’s up mate?” Liam said down the line.

“I need your help, Perrie found the ring I was going to use to propose to Nikki with, and now she thinks it was to her… So I think I just got engaged but I don’t want to be! What should I do?” I said in a big mess up down the line.

“Jesus Zayn. I don’t know, you’ll have to talk to management and see what they say. Sorry mate gotta run.” And at that the line went dead.

Management… The people that screwed my life up in the first place.

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“Go through with it.” Simon said down the line.

“Go… GO THROUGH WITH IT?! YOU WANT ME TO MARRY HER?!” I said anger smashing through my voice.

“Yeah, then give it a while and divorcé. Think of the press cover and-”

“Is that all you care about?!” I yelled down the line.

“Media brings more fans, fans bring more money, and money brings more business.” Simon said his tone unshifting.

“I won’t do it.” I said stubbornly “I can’t”

“You will or you know what will happen.” And at that the line went dead.

I was going to have to marry Perrie and push Nikki away…She's going to hate me after this and even if she doesn't she’s going to find someone else…She won’t wait, she is such a great girl and there are so many amazing guys out there…

I’ve lost my soul mate…

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Louise’s P.O.V – Back to now-

“Hope how do you know?” Nikki said her eyes widening.

“when I was back in school I was friends with some dodgy people, I never got involved but I know what that stuff does to you. Nikki you have to stop!” Hope said her voice cracking.

“I-I can’t!” She said stuttering.

Indi took off down the hallway and down to their hotel room, Nikki followed behind along with us. We followed Indi trying to keep up with her speed; we ended up in Nikki’s room. Indi knelt down on the floor and reached under her bed.

“DON’T GO UNDER THERE!” Nikki yelled as she went to pounce on Indi, me and Lucy acted fast and grabbed either arm to stop her.

From under the bed Indi pulled out a smallish suitcase and unzipped it flinging it open, in there was about 40 used injections and another 30 unused. Nikki stopped fighting and a tear fell down her cheek. Indi looked to her, her eyes blood shot and constant tears trickled down her cheeks that’s when I caught Lucy wipe away a tear and Hope who just let hers fall, only to notice that I was crying too.

“How long?” Indi whispered.

“I don’t kno-”

“HOW LONG NIKKI? HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN DOING THIS?!” Indi yelled getting up on her feet.

“I- Since zayn left me! I couldn’t cope! He was my everything, I gave him everything! Seeing all of you with your soul mates left me empty! When Zayn left so did a piece of me and this was the only thing that could numb the pain and emptiness that arrived when he left!” She yelled back, I felt her body tense under my hand so my grip tightened.

“DID YOU NOT THINK ABOUT THE EFFECT THIS HAD ON US? ON YOUR FRIENDS? FAMILY OR JOB? WHAT IF WE LOST YOU TO IT? HUH NIKKI? THEN WHAT?” Indi said her tone not changing. Indi never lost it, I was scared myself to see her like this and all i was doing was just watching.

“Guys… We just need to calm down, I’ll get rid of this stuff and talk to an old friend… who can get me methadone or buprenorphine, you can use that to replace the Heroine it will calm your need for it and when it’s down enough we can pull you off of it completely.” Hope said calmly.

no one object as she seemed to know what she was doing more than anyone, she walked over to the case, zipped it up and left the apartment with a bang. Indi let out a sigh before storming off too, followed by another door slam, Nikki relaxed in my grip and we let her go.

“Don’t worry Nicks; we will get through this together ok? That’s what friends are for… What family is for, now come on and pack we are leaving tomorrow.” I said as I pulled her in for a hug and let her cry on my shoulder, soon to be joined by Lucy.

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