Dysphoria (Mileven AU)

Six

Tw: Dysphoria, swear words
Mike's pov:

I woke up with El cuddled up to me. She had her arms around me and her head was resting on my chest. It was absolutely adorable. I just layed there and admired her. She was so beautiful. 

I heard her start to stir awake. "Good morning," I said. She then noticed where she was laying and immediately got flustered. "Good morning," she mumbled. "Sorry that I came here last night so abruptly," I said. "Its totally fine Mike," she said," Did you sleep alright?" she asked. "Yeah I did," I said.

"That's good," she says. "I'm going to go get ready for the day," she said," I'm taking a quick shower and then I'll be right out," she continued. "Alrighty," I mumbled.

She started to walk into her bathroom that was connected to her room. I didn't notice it before. As soon as she shut the door I got up and I walked to the other bathroom on the other side of the house. I went to the bathroom and I looked in the mirror. I stared blankly at myself for a few good minutes. I look so disgusting.

I walked out of the bathroom and tried not to think about it. I went back to El's room and I sat on her bed and checked my phone. I had some texts from my Mom and Nancy.

I first checked the text from my Mom

Mom: Where are you Michelle? I am so mad at you!!

I sighed after reading it. I wished I could of maybe got a "Mike where are you? We miss you dearly" but I instead got a "Where are you Michelle I'm so mad at you." but what should I expect. I'm used to it.

I cleared the thoughts in my head and checked the text from Nancy.

Nancy: Mike where are you? Me and Holly are so worried about you. Were Mom and Dad being assholes again?

I read the text and replied.

Me: I'm at a friends and I'm sorry for just leaving like that and worring you and Holls. And yes Mom and Dad were being assholes.

I waited for a response for a minute. I never got one so I turned my phone. Just as I did that I heard El walk out of the bathroom. Perfect timing.

"Sorry I took awhile," she said. "Its fine El," I said reasuringly. I looked at her and I felt something pulls me towards her

I took a step towards her, leaned in and kissed her. I immediately realized what I did and I pulled away. Shit Mike sometimes your so fucking stupid.

"I'm so sorry El I just thought-," Before I could finish my sentence she kissed me back. I put my hands on her waist whilst she put her handing around my neck. The kiss felt so passionate. We both separted and looked at each other. "I really like you El," I said," I have since pretty much when we met," I continued.

"Me too Mike," she said," I didn't realize until now though," she mumbled. We both kissed each other again and I never had felt more happy. We both separated.

"Do you really like me?" I said questioning her," I mean I'm trans and I'm not fully transitioned," I continued. "Yes that's true but that doesn't matter," she said," I will still like you no matter what your gender is," she said.

"Really?" I said. "Really," she said. I immediately hugged her tightly. She accepted it and wrapped her arms around my waist. Resting her head on my chest. She's so perfect.

Authors note: They finally kissed each other. The story starting to go somewhere. I don't know how many chapters there will be but I wanna say there will be like maybe 5 more. So around 12 chapters. I already have an idea for my next book and its going to be not as wholesome. 

-Juno