Have you ever mourned something you were right about?
Like you just knew how it might go, you wanted for it to work, to get the best outcome but it just went how you predicted and now you're defeated.
I wish I wasn't right I really thought maybe this is it, this will help me but now I know it won't, and I kind of feel out of opinions. I also don't have enough energy to fight for myself I can bearly do the stuff I am supposed to and additionally looking for someone or something that will help takes effort and time which if I have one I don't have the other.
