Hey friends I don't have the guts to ask you this personally, maybe it's because I am scared to hear the answers or maybe because I know them but here they are:
So...
What things I do, that bother you?
Am I too weird?
What things I do to make you mad?
Am I too much?
How can I change?
How much of my moodiness can you handle?
Would you judge me if I told you some pretty messed up stuff about my past?
Would you keep to yourself things I might tell you?
Do you notice when I'm at my dark place and try to hide it?
Would you be okay if I disappeared from your life?
Are you still friends with me because you're just used to it after all these years or is it still a genuinely true friendship?
Do I still really know you?
Do you still really know me?
If I told you how depressions affects me would you be grossed-out?
How are you handling everything so well?
Do you even get what's wrong with me?
Do you know that some stuff that you say really gets to me, even though you don't mean to hurt me?
How is it that you got your life figured out and I'm struggling to stay alive?
Do you miss the old days as much as I?
Why do you make me feel embarrassed for every change I make and everything I do?
