From the day I found out I'm stuck in my hometown I started looking for a job because I don't study so I can't live off of my mum and suprise suprise I am that pathetic that I have sent really decent amount of cvs and went only on 2 interviews. On one of them they said that they just basically don't want me so yay, on the second one, which was a month ago they said that I have the job, but the thing that I am supposed to be doing is still closed so when they open it they will call. I still waiting for that call. After that my friend asked her previous boss if she is looking for people and got me an "interview". But because I went there before some kind of regional meeting she said to give her my number and she will call me in the evening after a meeting when she knows how many people she can hire. Umm it's been a week or two since I went there, so thats that for that call. I don't know what the heck I am supposed to do like the jobs aren't even great ones and they still clearly don't want me. It just assures me that I am in fact a failure and can't even get a job. I really wonder what is it that makes me look like a bad person to employ.
