NO LUCK WITH LOVE

Destiny

Woah, Today was the day that I said I was going to confess. But we started talking more so I changed my plan, I decided I was going to get him his favourite drink and take a picture with him after our christmas party.

I went to school while holding his coffee. I called my friend ces to help me give it to him. We were both shy around each other so there was an awkward atmosphere, his friend, well my old crush, he helped me give it to Jairo and helped Jairo say thank you since he was shy hahaha.

Awkward atmosphere! I ran out of there and went back to our classroom, though I don't blush, or I don't know how to, so you wouldn't think I was in love but really I was.

I had another present to give him but he doesn't know, I decided to give him another coffee but it's a coffee you make on your own, with a chocolate.

After our christmas party I went downstairs and he was there, it's like he wanted to be close to me. BUT OFCOURSE I SHOULDN'T THINK OF THAT! It's impossible he'd ever like me.

His friends were around but they were about to go so I had to take a picture with him now or never, so I tried to be braved and went up to him. It was so awkward since his friends were around but I had to pose! His friends were shipping us tho, it was funny.

After the picture I gave him the coffee and chocolate and went outside the school. I heard that Jairo and his friends were going to the café and we were also planning to go there, what a coincidence! We went there and oh boy, I never knew he had so many friends..

One of his friends said that we were following them, excuse me?

I wanted to get out as soon as I can but there was a seat available and my friends wanted to sit down so I had to. He was there, we were facing each other but I didn't want to look at him, so awkward!!

They soon had to go home, his friend waved goodbye to me which is weird but I said goodbye to Jairo instead LOL. After that very awkward moment we started chatting after we both got home.

I also talked to Jae, my old crush and Jairo's close friend. He told me that Jairo might like me, but I don't really believe that, I don't believe that someone in this world could love a human like me.