Oh how I thought these chapters would end when I found the "love of my life".
It was just a dream, a dream that would eventually end.
Ages of happiness, oh, it was more like suffering. I was loved, I thought I was, I believed I was. He liked me first, I was desperate to have someone to love me, I never fell for him, I just wanted to be loved so I thought I did love him. I've come to my realization, I never loved him, I just loved the idea of being loved by another.
Things end like normal whenever I get twisted with a boy, but this one comes with traumas. Traumas I have to live with for the rest of my life, I gave myself to this boy, because I was scared to lose him. I was scared to lose someone who loved me.
I gave everything when I didn't want to, I gave all of me. Now I live with the regret. Why did I have to do so much for someone who I knew would leave one day? We were forced to be separated, you told me you'd wait, yet after 1 month you already loved another.
I wasn't sad, I was just angry. Yet of course, I accept things easily. I got over you, I no longer love you, not one bit of me would ever go back. Even if the world was ready to accept us, I no longer want the love you give, and I would never want to see you ever.
When I moved on, you wanted me back, you're too late, my heart doesn't have a space for you anymore. I hate you with all my heart.
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RomansaA high school student who falls in love with such unique people, people who hurt her over and over again. She falls in love with everyone who gives her attention, it's not a good thing to her, it's a problem she wishes she could get rid of. (UNFINIS...
