Fall Apart

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Oh. That was Stupid.

It's been a few weeks since me and Jairo talked, I decided to stop talking to him to see if he actually wanted to talk with me.
It's been like a week and still no text from him, he never went online too. I'm guessing he was in his other account where I haven't add friended him yet.

I talked to Jae and told him about it, he said that Jairo currently likes someone. I thought it was me? No, I was stupid to believe something like that.

I thought Jae was just lying but I thought about it for a while and it all made sense. It was hard to accept at first but I handled my feelings. I started talking to my classmate's cousin, her cousin's name is Kyan. I added kyan 4 months ago but he accepted my friend request just now. We started talking, I developed feelings for him, or so I thought.

I talked with him a lot and even played some games with him, but I realized I never felt anything for him. My brain thought I liked him, it was like I was just using him as an excuse to move on from Jairo. Honestly, I think my feelings for Jairo has already gone, there's still some left but that wouldn't make a change.

My feelings come back when I see Jairo personally, My school will start in about 2 weeks and that's when I'll see if I really have lost feelings for him. I have no hope with him and I have decided to give up, even if I keep on liking him, it won't really make a change. In the end he's just a boy, a schoolmate. Someone from my memory, he's not that important.

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