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015

🦊 DEAR MOTHER 🦊
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CHIZUKE SAT on a bench under the big cool shade of the tree, starting at her license card with a neutral look. Gon manage to get Illumi to tell them about the Zoldyck family house, saying it was their house is at the mountains.

'Hah...' Chizuke sighed, 'What should I do now... I really want to help Killua but... I don't know why but that weirdo's conversation keeps replaying over and over again inside my mind...'

"You were born to be a killer, Killua."

"You were born to be a monster, a heartless and cruel one."

"That's impossible. You'll never be able to make friends. Your only concern when you meet someone is whether you should kill them"

"Don't think that you can prevent the urge to kill humans and destroy them. I know that the urge to do that is deep inside you."

Chizuke let out a shaky breath as she covered her face using the palms of her hand, 'Why am I suddenly having stupid flashbacks of the accident??'

Chizuke wanted to just cry, she wanted to find her fake father so she could rip and tear her father to release her anger, her resentment, her hate, and everything she felt towards the man.

She doesn't know what to do, she's confused. She had passed the exam and what should she do next, she always wondered what to do when she passed the exam.

'I should go back home and visit mom...' She exhaled a shaky breath, 'That's the least I can do... for her...'

She searched around for Gon – spotting him talking to Pokkle, a candidate who passed the exams along with them. She stood up and walked towards Gon, putting on her mask as she did so.

"Umm..." She voiced up, "Hey, Gon..."

"Ah, Chizuke-san? What's up?" The boy asked, back to his usual cheery mood as he smiled his signature smile at her.

"I want you to ask me if it's all right if the three of you head over to Mount Kukuroo first, I want to visit home first..." Chizuke muttered, "You know... pay some visits..."

Gon smiled, understanding that Chizuke was missing her mother as he sensed the emotion of missing someone dearly and being sad from Chizuke.

"Hmm! Sure you can, Chizuke!! We will be waiting for you at Mount Kukuroo!!"

"It's A-O-K if you decide to stay longer, we won't mind!" Gon smiled reassuringly, "Just stay happy and not all lonely and sad, okay? I'll always be here for you, Chizuke-san!"

Chizuke smiles widely behind her mask as she nods, "Thanks, Gon... I will follow up once my visiting moments are done. I won't be long so tell Killua that I'll come too!"

"Hmm! Got it, enjoy your journey back home!!" Gon waved goodbye when Chizuke turned her back to him, "Don't get injured!! Stay safe, Chi~zu~ke-san!!!"

Chizuke snickered a laugh as she ran away from Gon – not looking back, 'So this is what friends feel like... In that case... Gon and Killua are my first friends!'